Why not? Just wondering!
Just out of curiosity, I'm very new to this as well. Is it normally for somebody to hit you up about becoming your source? Would you trust that?
I'm in a similar boat, have been lurking for over 3 years on various anabolic sites, and I have learned a tremendous amount of information. I did so in an attempt to be fully prepared for the time when I was ready to begin my journey into the "dark side" if you will, but now that I'm finally ready, and I've begun looking for an actual source, I've come to realize that not only is everybody under the sun out there to try and steal your money, but to acquire a trusted source is next to impossible unless you've been actively participating on these sites and have built up a name for yourself. Sigh, I guess it's just one of those things that takes some time.
If anybody can give me any tips on how to further my name so as to become more than just a "potential narc", I'd greatly appreciate it. I will be posting more and more, and attempting to build some relationships here as well, but if there's anything in particular I could do I would consider taking others advice.
Best thing to do is just stick around, natty oral cycles are a dime a dozen, you can run one with transaderm as a base if your too pussy to pin, or hell can't find a decent source. I've found several sources, but only names, never actual labs, I been here for a year now, its best to just wait and see. It basically comes down to the fact that its illegal and people don't want it to become any more less accesible than it already is now, its like finding real LSD, it doesn't exist anymore, unless you know the right people, just like anything, if you look hard enough, you can find ANYTHING on the internet.
I was recently trying to find my own source. I was getting so pissed because I would go to soooo many websites, and they all looked legit to me.... I was just about to buy, when my gut told me not to do it. I was extremely down and ready to start, but I remember just going to the gym one day and just asking every big dude in the gym if they were natural or not (in a friendly way). I was nervous about asking, but within one gym trip, I found 2 people who could "hook me up".
As far as you being afraid that its going to be something made "underground" (in a kitchen, as you said), most steroids are! Make some local contact, and before you buy, inspect the product. Take pics of the product and post them on the steroid picture forum. There are alot of good people on here with good information who can tell you if they have heard of them before.