Hey all! Forum newb here, with a redundant question re: TRT (maybe)

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Hey all!

Just an FYI, very long post below, but I hope someone reads and assists. I want to make sure I can get as much detail out as possible. Cliffs/main points at the bottom.

I wanted to introduce myself and meet all of you, as well as hopefully I can be steered in the right direction.

I'm Vick, and I'm a 26 year old male. I have been lifting since I was 18. I've been pretty active all my life, did martial arts for some time during my teens, also was always out and about playing sports. I'm a healthy male, at least I perceive myself to be (all blood work has come back normal and/or excellent for many tests), and my lifting has always been great. My nutrition wasn't always on point, but I quickly learned this after a couple years in the gym. My body responded very well to lifting, and I have taken various supplements under the sun (excluding however, anything test boost related (until maybe a couple years ago), and PH/andros. Never touched any of that. The most "hardcore" supp I ever did try, which was a couple years ago for the first time, were PES Erase Pro and Anabeta Elite. If I've taken any supplements that may have had "something in them that shouldn't have been," is beyond my knowledge. Any way, I've cleaned up my eating and lifting and have been religiously in the gym since the beginning.

Fast forward to recently, I was diagnosed with low test @ 276, when I was 25. I started to wonder why I always felt lethargic, depressed, cloudy, etc. And considering how much time I spent in the gym, putting on muscle and burning fat was very difficult, despite having done a ton of research and trying things that worked for me. I was tested again for test later in the year, and it came in at 281. However, I haven't been able to get out of this range since, so I finally saw an endo and I was prescribed Test C, 200mg e2w.

I started pinning 100mg ew, every Friday actually. At first, I was doing 100, and my body responded very well - no gyno, was starving a ton more (although I've always had a fast metabolism), and my lifts started going up. I started shedding body fat as well. At 100mg however, the first two months, I felt better than I did before. STILL with many of the problems I had, but they weren't as bad. I started TRT on June 8 of this year, and have been on it since.

EW I have pinned for the past 15+ weeks 100mg. I had bumped the dose up to 120 about eight weeks into TRT, and just recently bumped up to 150. I'm staying here, I don't plan on increasing. I feel a much more noticeable difference on 150 than I did 100. Maybe placebo? Idk, but strength has shot through the roof, no gyno reported, and everything feels better overall. Two months ago, I switched to a diff endo because the first one was an ass, kept accusing me of things, etc. So this new doc ran blood work, and saw that my test (at the time with c @ 100-120mg/week) came in at 730. However, FSH, LH are low, very low, and he said my estradiol was in the healthy range, but creeping towards the high area now.

This was two months ago. I'm not sure how bad things are now, but I feel better, and no "estrogenic-based" feelings (that I know of). He wants to take me off TRT for good, he believes I'm too healthy of a male to be on it. He wants to taper me down to 100mg every week, and slowly taper off until I'm off for good. I feel great on 150, I can't imagine what I'd feel on anything past that, and although curious, I'm fine with where I am. However, I'd like to come off test and see how my body responds to this, I want to see what I will retain, and what will drift away.

Now, the way the doctor is doing this, he has ordered one more bottle of test for me (currently on my second 1mL bottle of C), but instead of it being cypionate, he is giving me enanthate and instead of being 10mL, it is 5mL. So he's definitely going to get me off of it. He does NOT want to prescribe me anything for PCT, he doesn't know what that is. He just wants me to stop using Test after the last pin of enanthate. No HCG, no Nolva, no Clomid, etc. I started Erase Pro three weeks ago, and I saw my testicles did get slightly bigger from their shrunken size but maybe that is just in my head. I'm almost done with ePro but don't plan on doing a second bottle.

I have a gym buddy who can hook me up with clomid, but I'm kind of skeptical. I just want to make sure of how I can come off test without feeling too much of a rebound effect, proper PCT after being on it for this long (by the time I started to PCT, I'll have been on test for +/- 36 weeks, and I'd like to find a new endo as well), and how can I tell fake clomid (if at any point someone decided to scam me, or ANY fakes for that matter.)?

I'd love to one day run a real cycle maybe after being off C for a bit of time post cycle, but for now I am very content with test.

Any assistance will be GREATLY appreciated. Any questions, please ask. I'm VERY sorry for the VERY long post, I just want to make sure I can give as much detail as possible.

CLIFFS HERE V V V​

- Lifting for eight years now, since I turned 18, have done tons of research on lifting/nutrition, have tons of experience in and out of the gym now (except for the next level stuff like PH and Steroids, etc.

- Natural up until 25

- Started using Test C for TRT purposes on June 8 of this year - came in at 279-281 test when tested last year (25 years old, two blood work tests confirmed this spread months apart) All other blood work tests came back normal/excellent - did quick research on test, am somewhat knowledgeable about it now

- Weeks 1-8, 100mg ew as prescribed (200mg e2w but I'd rather pin every week)

- Felt better overall, but not a massive change, bumped up to 120mg ew, felt a tad bit better, at week 13 I bumped up to 150 and feeling much better than before, still some issues lingering, but whatever

- Body has responded very well to test, no gyno (as of yet) and no estrogenic sides felt (that I know of)

- Second endo wants to take me off of TRT for good, I'm "too healthy" for it, he believes it is depression (Stopped going to first endo because of personal comfortability issues)

- Second endo ran blood work on me, test went up to 731 when I was on 100mg per week (test was done in August, haven't tested since), estadiol is normal in this test, but creeping towards the high end of normal, FSH and LH came back VERY low, prolactin is very high, still within normal, but very high.

- Second endo will not prescribe me anything for PCT, no hcg, no nolva, clomid, etc. Wants to taper me down to 100mg e2w until I'm finally done

- On second bottle of Test C, 10mL both bottles, second endo prescribed test E 5mL and has definitely decided to take me off

- By the time I get on test E and complete that run, I'll be into TRT +/- six months

- How do I pct after this, what do I need? I'd like to come off test for some time to see how my body responds anyway, see what I maintain/lose, I'd like to eventually do a real cycle in the future with something added to test.

- A buddy can set me up with clomid, but how do i tell the real stuff from the fake stuff? (clomid and all other things if possible)

- Sorry for the long wall.

Thoughts? Ideas? Concerns? Thank you.
 
I think we need cliff notes of your cliff notes. What are your specific questions?

Well, I'd like to know:

1. Will I run through a normal pct despite having been on test c for the last 17 weeks?

2. How can I minimize any rebound / side effects?

3. Is clomid alone enough for pct? If so, when would I start after my last pin, and being that a friend has liquid clomid, how do I go about ensuring it's the actual stuff and not bunk? Is fake liquid clomid easy to spot?

4. Going on 17 weeks tomorrow, probably 1/4 of the way through my second 10 mL cyp, doctor wants me off for good and has prescribed me a 5 mL of test e. He won't prescribe me any pct items at all. He wants me to taper test to 100 MG e2w.

5. Never pushed past 160mg c weekly, entering 17th week tomorrow - is this too long? Am I increasing any potential side effects post cycle?
 
Why did you go on TRT to begin with? Do you have Primary or Secondary Hypogonadism?

Your LH/FSH should be shut down while on TRT.

It would be irresponsible of your doctor to just cut you off TRT and not prescribe medications to help you Restart your HPTA. You should discuss this with him. But first we need to know if you are Primary or Secondary.

What does your current Endo think has changed that will allow you to start producing adequate amounts of your own testosterone? Especially after being on TRT for a while without hCG which means your testicles have atrophied.

Why would your doc have you taper your Test dose? Doesn't he understand how esters work?
 
I had my test checked three times since I was 24, the first time I had received only the free test, which was on the low end of the scale. The second test showed my TT at 276. The third came in at 281 and I was diagnosed with secondary, testicular atrophy.

Prior to getting on test and starting trt for the first time, my LH, FSH were very low, and prolactin levels were high. They fell on the normal scale, with their respective levels. This was confirmed on the third blood work done to check my test levels, same endo that set me up with cyp for the first time.

LH and FSH are still low after getting blood work in August, prolactin still high and this time, estradiol came in on the high end of normal. TTest was 730 at the time of blood work.

I have discussed with my second endo about getting on hCG, Nolva, Clomid, but he refuses. He won't give me hCG unless I want to start having kids. I'm not planning on that, so that is why he has opted me out of that. He also won't give me Nolva or Clomid because he just wont. I have asked multiple times, but he wants me to stop using test and allow my body to restart on its own.

I asked him about pct, and he believes that is all bs, only the drugged up bodybuilders do it, etc. It's illegal. And he won't give me a Rx for anything. (Lol)

He wants to get me off of it because he believes the reason my test was that low, was because of stress and how much I hate my job, also depression. (Lol) Being a healthy male, I should not be on it and I should have my "depression" treated so I can boost my levels naturally.

According to him, I should taper 100mg every two weeks, eventually spreading that to every three weeks, then four, and then decreasing dose and then off.

I'm going on 17 weeks tomorrow, these past four weeks I've been running 150-160mg (hard to be accurate with syringes).

He clearly doesn't know anything about what's going on with me as a patient case.
 
I had my test checked three times since I was 24, the first time I had received only the free test, which was on the low end of the scale. The second test showed my TT at 276. The third came in at 281 and I was diagnosed with secondary, testicular atrophy.

Prior to getting on test and starting trt for the first time, my LH, FSH were very low, and prolactin levels were high. They fell on the normal scale, with their respective levels. This was confirmed on the third blood work done to check my test levels, same endo that set me up with cyp for the first time.

LH and FSH are still low after getting blood work in August, prolactin still high and this time, estradiol came in on the high end of normal. TTest was 730 at the time of blood work.

I have discussed with my second endo about getting on hCG, Nolva, Clomid, but he refuses. He won't give me hCG unless I want to start having kids. I'm not planning on that, so that is why he has opted me out of that. He also won't give me Nolva or Clomid because he just wont. I have asked multiple times, but he wants me to stop using test and allow my body to restart on its own.

I asked him about pct, and he believes that is all bs, only the drugged up bodybuilders do it, etc. It's illegal. And he won't give me a Rx for anything. (Lol)

He wants to get me off of it because he believes the reason my test was that low, was because of stress and how much I hate my job, also depression. (Lol) Being a healthy male, I should not be on it and I should have my "depression" treated so I can boost my levels naturally.

According to him, I should taper 100mg every two weeks, eventually spreading that to every three weeks, then four, and then decreasing dose and then off.

I'm going on 17 weeks tomorrow, these past four weeks I've been running 150-160mg (hard to be accurate with syringes).

He clearly doesn't know anything about what's going on with me as a patient case.

Yup heard this before....
This doc is no fan of TRT....
And he wants you off of it and out of his door.
When you tell TRT haters like him how well you feel/doing on the stuff...they just close their ears.
If your levels were that low before TRT...
Wait till u ween off and start feeling the same again.
U may very well start off way lower than u left off.
This doctor is a loser.....
Hating ones job is a cause of hypogonadism??
Run don't walk.
 
I'm not sure what your condition is or what shape your leydig cells are in. But being on TRT with no HCG, its natural they would have atrophied to some degree cause of lack of stimulation. U will need HCG to help fire them up(if they can produce T) and control estrogen while on and then switch to an SERM like clomid.
But you need someone with experience in TRT to help u thru this...
That's if u want to come off TRT.....
Make careful choices and don't deal with incompetent ppl.
 
Yup heard this before....
This doc is no fan of TRT....
And he wants you off of it and out of his door.
When you tell TRT haters like him how well you feel/doing on the stuff...they just close their ears.
If your levels were that low before TRT...
Wait till u ween off and start feeling the same again.
U may very well start off way lower than u left off.
This doctor is a loser.....
Hating ones job is a cause of hypogonadism??
Run don't walk.

I'm starting to regret switching endos. The first doc, although a bit of a prick, was at least in on it with me to watch my levels over the course of six months. I'm not sure how things would've worked with him, but I'm debating going back now. A buddy of mine who, apparently has tons and tons of goodies in his house, knows a doctor that assists athletic people and knows a few things or a dozen of the bodybuilding realm. I'm always hearing about docs like that though, I want to be as cautious as possible, because its my body and I'm not trying to ruin it. This buddy can set me up with liquid clomid too, and hCG, but I still have my doubts as far as knowing I'm actually pinning legit stuff, and not screwing myself over somehow.

When you say I'll start way lower than when I had started, are you implying I'll at least be able to get back up to my poverty levels? Or am I shut down for good? I know its difficult to give an accurate answer without any blood work or anything like that - but I just had my 17th pin this morning, 150mg c.

I'm not sure what your condition is or what shape your leydig cells are in. But being on TRT with no HCG, its natural they would have atrophied to some degree cause of lack of stimulation. U will need HCG to help fire them up(if they can produce T) and control estrogen while on and then switch to an SERM like clomid.
But you need someone with experience in TRT to help u thru this...
That's if u want to come off TRT.....
Make careful choices and don't deal with incompetent ppl.

I'd love to find someone who has experience with TRT and could assist me, but it is difficult to find someone like that out here - I know tons of guys on this stuff but I won't just go up to them and ask lol. I'm hoping to at least find some guidance/assistance online and see what I can do.

I'd like to come off TRT to see how my body responds. It responded very well to the test - in my opinion. The August blood work has shown everything to have come back great as well with the exception of estradiol (its in normal range, but towards the high end), I also had my GP run a physical in September, which came back great. Blood pressure was perfect, T3/T4 levels were great, liver, cholesterol, etc etc. everything came back great. She is aware of my TRT too. I made sure she knew. She was the one that referred me to an endo a couple times in the first place, so.

So is there any way I can go about getting a pct guide for my specific issue, if that is even at all possible. In the future, I'd like to actually run a true cycle of test and another juicy compound, but for now, I'm happy with my medical, and recreational results (lol). I'd like to see how my body will react, so I'd like to plan coming off of TRT for a bit and give my body some time to adapt to no longer having it.

I just want to make sure I can pct correctly, I want to minimize as many sides/issues as possible.
 
Can you post your lab results please? I would like to see where your numbers come in at.

Have you read the Basic TRT Overview Sticky yet at the top of the TRT forum? It give an overview of how things work. It also has some links to publications that you could show your Endo -- with info on what Restarts (aka PCT aka Dynamic Therapy).
 
I'll have to find the results, I only have the endo's blood work that was done in August, and I have the GP's physical. I'll have to find them though, its been a while since. I recently started to REALLY think about this and what alternatives I have to get off, after hearing from people that anything above 16 weeks, I'm going to increase my side effects when I come off.

I'm blind as f on this. I'll try finding my results and post them up tho.
 
For a 25 year old male, your doc should have investigated a bit more to see the cause of your low T. TRT with no HCG is what an inexperienced docs route would be.
Perhaps trying HCG on its own for a bit would have gotten your body making its own TT then u could have tried clomid to get things going WITHIN your own body by pushing your pituitary.
I see no labs, no LH, FSH levels pre TRT.
You used pro hormones pre TRT too?
 
I have never used any prohormones, or have done any steroid cycles at all prior to TRT. I've always been natural, used regular supplements you can purchase from Vitamin Shoppe, or Bodybuilding.com, etc. As far as knowing how "clean" those products were, and not having been spiked with something that should not have been in there, is beyond my knowing. Therefore no, I've never used anything pre-TRT.

Would it be too late to be on HCG alone to get my TT back to normal levels? I heard about this after I got on TRT, and within the first couple weeks, I asked the first endo about this, but he said he wanted to see me run test only until six months have passed, to see where I'm at.

The second endo said he didn't want to prescribe me anything, the only thing he has given me a Rx for is Test E, and this is meant to get me OFF TRT for good. He is against clomid, nolva, hcg, etc. His belief is, I'll get back to my levels normally.

I'll have to post my labs from August. Keep in mind, those are from when I was on 100mg of test. Now I'm on 150 (I increased it to 150 and have capped it there), surely there must have been some additional increases here.
 
You can always find a new doc again.

I intend on doing this as soon as I get my new insurance card in the mail.

Am I facing any issues the longer I continue to inject? I'm not trying to jump off the train without a parachute, if you catch my drift. I want to jump off the train with a pillow, cushion-y outfit so I don't suffer too many scratches and bruises -- in other words, if I can come off TRT soon, that'd be great so I'm not prolonging the process - and I want to do so with minimal side effects, and try to maintain at least some of my gains. Does that make sense?
 
I have never used any prohormones, or have done any steroid cycles at all prior to TRT. I've always been natural, used regular supplements you can purchase from Vitamin Shoppe, or Bodybuilding.com, etc. As far as knowing how "clean" those products were, and not having been spiked with something that should not have been in there, is beyond my knowing. Therefore no, I've never used anything pre-TRT.

Would it be too late to be on HCG alone to get my TT back to normal levels? I heard about this after I got on TRT, and within the first couple weeks, I asked the first endo about this, but he said he wanted to see me run test only until six months have passed, to see where I'm at.

The second endo said he didn't want to prescribe me anything, the only thing he has given me a Rx for is Test E, and this is meant to get me OFF TRT for good. He is against clomid, nolva, hcg, etc. His belief is, I'll get back to my levels normally.

I'll have to post my labs from August. Keep in mind, those are from when I was on 100mg of test. Now I'm on 150 (I increased it to 150 and have capped it there), surely there must have been some additional increases here.

We need to see your Pre-TRT labs too.
 
I have never used any prohormones, or have done any steroid cycles at all prior to TRT. I've always been natural, used regular supplements you can purchase from Vitamin Shoppe, or Bodybuilding.com, etc. As far as knowing how "clean" those products were, and not having been spiked with something that should not have been in there, is beyond my knowing. Therefore no, I've never used anything pre-TRT.

Would it be too late to be on HCG alone to get my TT back to normal levels? I heard about this after I got on TRT, and within the first couple weeks, I asked the first endo about this, but he said he wanted to see me run test only until six months have passed, to see where I'm at.

The second endo said he didn't want to prescribe me anything, the only thing he has given me a Rx for is Test E, and this is meant to get me OFF TRT for good. He is against clomid, nolva, hcg, etc. His belief is, I'll get back to my levels normally.

I'll have to post my labs from August. Keep in mind, those are from when I was on 100mg of test. Now I'm on 150 (I increased it to 150 and have capped it there), surely there must have been some additional increases here.

No its not too late.....
Lol
You can attempt to come off TRT by easing into some HCG...
At your age I used 350 Iu 3 times a week...
It got me to 950 TT...but I had a TRT doc guiding me.
You need to monitor estrogen too.
But Im no doctor, so I'm not recommending anything here
 
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