lionheartxxi
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Hey all, I am from the uk. Been doing some research in steroids and performance enhancing drugs.
Getting my information mostly from the below site, which is a charity site, set up to combat steroid abuse.
steroidabuse.com/
I am quite small naturally, only 5 ft 7" at 71kgs and 28 years old, I have really small limbs and joints. You know im not going to make the whole genetic cry baby excuses, but seriously, i have not been blessed with great genes for getting strong, bodyweight wise, i am quite strong, and i have proven myself more than physically capable within my job.
My squat is currently sitting at 110kgs for a few reps, it fluctuates all the time, it has been like this for the past year or so, I just can't seem to get it past a certain point, i have got a 70kg military press, but currently cant get that anymore, sitting at around 60kgs - 65kgs, bench i am on around 90kgs for a few reps.
I am really exasperated about hitting plateaus, I think my diet is fine, I get the required calories, and the macro percentage I would say is pretty decent.
After my workouts, It feels like i take ages to repair, for example - say i do legs on a monday, 10 sets of leg press, 5 sets of lunges each leg, jumping squats with weight over a box for five sets - that is me generally wrecked for the week in regards to legs and progressing, if i continue to go in, i will start to regress, I have tried all sorts of routines, such as squat everyday routine (which lasted for two weeks until i completely regress), i have tried a few times a week but not going to failure with good form, maybe shy of it.
I just want that extra edge, increase protein synthesis and be able to workout for more workouts per week. I know that I am not weak, due to my job, I work hard, but I have got to get stronger than I am now. I watch some kids in the gym, some are doing 140kgs on a bench press, some are doing 90kgs, yes they are heavier than me, but they are alot younger than me and it really winds me up.
I do not take supplements, I did in the past, however it was all wasted, i told myself months ago after taking a prohormone called sd matrix, that i wasnt going to fall into the supplement trap again, and if im going to take something it is going to be the real deal.
My primary concern about taking something is not the cycle or what to get, as that information is so easy to come by, that site i posted further on up, tells you exactly what doses to take and that is a charity set up to advice people not to go to steroids. The concern is, how do i know if what i am getting is the real deal, i have a friend who can get it for me from a friend back home, and there are also alot of lads i work with that do take steroids, i seen one on tren and he just blew up, however he also seems to pop them like candy.
Surely the suppliers from gyms must have a supplier source from an online source, trying to find a legit place is like finding a needle in a haystack. There must be a way to by pass gym suppliers straight to the actual manufacturer. I am really interested in human growth hormone, but im not getting it unless i know for a fact, or close to 100% probability that it is the real deal, or it is just wasted money in the end of the day.
I know this sounds silly, i would also like to be able to grow more facial hair, at 28 years old, i can only grow a tiny bit of hair on my upper lip and a bit under my chin. I was a premature baby by a month, im not sure if this could be a reason for my lack of hair, and at 16 years of age i was only 8 stone, by 17 i got it up to nine and a half stone. At one point when i was 24 i was 14 stone, due to 'bulking' i was really just fat, i did make gains, however the amount of fat and water retention i had on me was ridiculous.
Anyways im just asking for general advice. The main one being, because im almost 100% i want to go on HGH long term, where can i actually get it from, is there a supplier online i can just order it from, because im sure the gym suppliers must use an online source.
Thanks for reading, sorry for the blabbering.
Getting my information mostly from the below site, which is a charity site, set up to combat steroid abuse.
steroidabuse.com/
I am quite small naturally, only 5 ft 7" at 71kgs and 28 years old, I have really small limbs and joints. You know im not going to make the whole genetic cry baby excuses, but seriously, i have not been blessed with great genes for getting strong, bodyweight wise, i am quite strong, and i have proven myself more than physically capable within my job.
My squat is currently sitting at 110kgs for a few reps, it fluctuates all the time, it has been like this for the past year or so, I just can't seem to get it past a certain point, i have got a 70kg military press, but currently cant get that anymore, sitting at around 60kgs - 65kgs, bench i am on around 90kgs for a few reps.
I am really exasperated about hitting plateaus, I think my diet is fine, I get the required calories, and the macro percentage I would say is pretty decent.
After my workouts, It feels like i take ages to repair, for example - say i do legs on a monday, 10 sets of leg press, 5 sets of lunges each leg, jumping squats with weight over a box for five sets - that is me generally wrecked for the week in regards to legs and progressing, if i continue to go in, i will start to regress, I have tried all sorts of routines, such as squat everyday routine (which lasted for two weeks until i completely regress), i have tried a few times a week but not going to failure with good form, maybe shy of it.
I just want that extra edge, increase protein synthesis and be able to workout for more workouts per week. I know that I am not weak, due to my job, I work hard, but I have got to get stronger than I am now. I watch some kids in the gym, some are doing 140kgs on a bench press, some are doing 90kgs, yes they are heavier than me, but they are alot younger than me and it really winds me up.
I do not take supplements, I did in the past, however it was all wasted, i told myself months ago after taking a prohormone called sd matrix, that i wasnt going to fall into the supplement trap again, and if im going to take something it is going to be the real deal.
My primary concern about taking something is not the cycle or what to get, as that information is so easy to come by, that site i posted further on up, tells you exactly what doses to take and that is a charity set up to advice people not to go to steroids. The concern is, how do i know if what i am getting is the real deal, i have a friend who can get it for me from a friend back home, and there are also alot of lads i work with that do take steroids, i seen one on tren and he just blew up, however he also seems to pop them like candy.
Surely the suppliers from gyms must have a supplier source from an online source, trying to find a legit place is like finding a needle in a haystack. There must be a way to by pass gym suppliers straight to the actual manufacturer. I am really interested in human growth hormone, but im not getting it unless i know for a fact, or close to 100% probability that it is the real deal, or it is just wasted money in the end of the day.
I know this sounds silly, i would also like to be able to grow more facial hair, at 28 years old, i can only grow a tiny bit of hair on my upper lip and a bit under my chin. I was a premature baby by a month, im not sure if this could be a reason for my lack of hair, and at 16 years of age i was only 8 stone, by 17 i got it up to nine and a half stone. At one point when i was 24 i was 14 stone, due to 'bulking' i was really just fat, i did make gains, however the amount of fat and water retention i had on me was ridiculous.
Anyways im just asking for general advice. The main one being, because im almost 100% i want to go on HGH long term, where can i actually get it from, is there a supplier online i can just order it from, because im sure the gym suppliers must use an online source.
Thanks for reading, sorry for the blabbering.