I took steroids when I was 20

[Jcishere96]

No mean answers but I get bullied quite a lot so I used anabolic steroids, and I continuously get bullied all the time. I am infatuated about becoming a pro wrestler and heard those guys take steroids. And I still get bullied. I'm indian, social phobic, ocd, depressed, low self esteem, 21 years old, I'm a consequence of $hit happens. I always get bullied nonstop. My family hates me and I hate them back bucks the way they treat me like I'm something special. I tried commuting suicide many times but all attempts failed. So I'm 21, is steroid use common and safe? Every1 thinks I'm a wimp. I'm the most depressed person on the planet bcus ugly ppl try to ruin my life. I took it for 3 weeks (halotestin 10 mg, winstrol 50 mg, anavar 10 mg, clenbuterol 120 mcg

 

[Little BamBam]

Well you shouldn't run oral only cycles. And 20 is too young but only 3 weeks you can still be safe and not have gotten your hormones out of wack. Steroids will not make you not a wimp. Have you gotten blood work done? Get looked at for your depression first before you start cycles and make sure you have a good workout regimen for a while and diet is up to par before continuing. Due some research on pct and keeping estrogen under control because having your estrogen out of control can make your mood swings out of wack and you don't need that if you have suicidal tendencies. Lots of experience here that can help if you can't find the answer by looking ask.

 

[Megatron28]

Taking steroids is not going to solve your problems. In fact, they will make your problems worse.

Taking steroids at your age is not safe. You need to start lifting weights in the gym and playing a sport. And you definitely need to seek the help of a psychologist.

You can put your life back together. But taking steroids -- and taking them the wrong way by the way -- is only going to make things a lot worse for you.

I would also recommend that you get your diet looked at. There is a guy here by the name of 3J that has helped a lot of guys with their diets. I know it sounds trite, but have a good diet is essential to being healthy.

 

[kaname]

If you are already having those type of emotional problems then you shouldn't run a cycle at all. And that's for any cycle. The last thing you need is the possible emotional roller coaster that can come with a cycle or at the end of a cycle.

I'm hoping this is a joke / troll post. If it's not then you should seek help from a mental health professional. I've spent my time in the chair speaking with both a psychologist and a psychiatrist. Nothing wrong with it. It doesn't make you weak, nor does it make you weird.

I even spent a bit over a year on meds to help me cope. Would probably still be on them today but it was my decision to try and deal with my life without depending on them, but they were a huge help in getting me to the point to where I was able to say with certainty "I won't be eating my gun this day or any other." <~~~~Which is something I use to think about a lot. Point is get help, don't run a cycle, at least until you are past this.

 

[3J]

do you live in india??


what i actually recommend is that you join some sort of martial arts school in your area.. psychology is great.. and you should see a doc.. but your lack of self-esteem doesn't come from not having muscles, it comes from not having an innate sense of confidence..

learning a martial arts and knowing you can stand up for yourself physically will give you a growth in confidence you couldn't imagine..

i dont know whats available in india.. i lived there as a child but left when i was very young.. if there is a jiu jitsu or wrestling academy thats where i would start.. leave the monkey at the door.. youre going to get your ass kicked in these academies.. we all did when we started.. but you'll learn an invaluable skill and gain confidence in a way you couldn't have imagined..

the moto is you learn to fight so you never have to.. because you have nothing to prove.. you know you can seriously injure or kill the person trying to fight with you and your moral character will stop you

 

[Mad- scientist]

Steroids are the absolute last thing you should think about doing. I recommend telling these people to fuck off and to ignore them. Working out can be very theraputic have fun with it and stay away from steroids they will make all your conditions way way worse. Taking steroids to stop getting bullied is letting the bullies take control of your health not just your mind. I recomend saving money and moving away from the bullies. Go somewhere with nice locals like portland oregon or hawaii or something. You dont have to be stuck around ass holes for ever

 

[LiquidSmoke21]

Hit the gym and eat right that is all, no steriods

 

[Jcishere96]

I'm indian but live in canada

 

[Hog928]

Yea you think your emotions are out of control now add gear and you will really have a fun time controlling them. Listen to these people they have a good idea of what there taking about. If majorities says they wouldn't its for a good reason. Your 21 man no longer in high school so you shouldn't be bullied anymore. It happens in high school but after that you shouldn't ever worry about that. I sure as hell will never get bullied I'll just slap them senseless. Take control of your life first and go from there. The gym is a great stress reliever.