Matt, did you ever notice that in your log with the before and after photos you looked the fucking same? At what point did you not realize your gear was bunk? You said something about being addicted to pills and what not and having an addicting personality.. I don't understand why you would start using new drugs after struggling with addiction of other drugs.. You're a weak minded individual Matt. Why don't you spend your money on an education because you obviously need it more than steroids after reading your posts and comments. As far as your physique goes you were a fat kid growing up and lost some fat and feel like you have done a complete makeover and have become over confident in your physique. If you were at my gym I would never have guessed you were on gear. Your back is narrow and tapers down a bit but then tapers right back out. You flex extremely awkward too and you look like white trash with that scruffy shit you call a beard. I think you keep it to hide your double chin. Stop wasting money on bunk steroids and maybe try putting it towards an education so you don't look like such a dumb ass on public forums.