Im going to flame you anyway...........
Start lifting heavy, start eating like a man, start sleeping right, START BODYBUILDING! Start not going out, start cooking all the time, start forgetting about chicks. Get used to 7 days a week eating when you dont feel like it, and usually food you dont like, start not listening to friends telling you to have a drink, start BODYBUILDING! That is dedication, and that is the only WAY!
Drugs are only supplements, only piece of the puzzle. Without the rest of the puzzle, you get not results.
Is bodybuilding for you? Probably not. I started thinking like this ever since I was a little kid who wanted to be just like arnold.
Jumping into steroids at this point is weakness. You will realize it later in life, if not sooner.