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So here my background... i was young and stupid dont bash...
I started prohormones when i was around 16... tren250, sus500, mdrol, tokyo stack, tokyo tren, all that good stuff. but no pct.. didnt know i needed it. my homies would tell me to just take it. i was naive and i regret making those decisions.
later after highschool i started with sust250. no pct... still not knowing a thing about it. just trusting my friends.
then they got me into another cycle of Sustanon (sust) 250 6-8 months after the previous. i followed up with nolva. then prop. and nolva. then another Sustanon (sust) with dbol this time... only nolva four 4-5 weeks. i shouldve done my research... i know dont need to add that shit. just help me where im at now.
On cycle i would be having sex with my girl all day... to the point where she would forcefully have to tell me to stop.
but after this past dbol Sustanon (sust) nolva cycle.. my dick wouldnt really go up. or itd get up and go down really quick.. im not sure if it was ED.. or even if i was gay.... but no fuck that i aint gay.. i was just searching every possible outcome.. then i came across this survey of low Test online.. and found out of 8 checkboxes i had 6... i was fatigued, weight loss, muscle loss, low sex drive, softer erections and all that... i feel like sex or even jerking off to porn is a task now.. i have no motivation for sex or anything.. its hard to motivate myself to get in the gym.. i have an easier schedule in college and im still extremely tired. when im in the gym i feel like cutting my workouts short.. and my weights have gone extremely down since cycle.. i was at about 175 lbs. pressing 320lbs. and now im at around 265 a few reps.
Im trying to get my bloodwork done asap within this week or next...
But your guys input and opinions would mean everything to me. i feel as if no one knows what im going through...
and i just want to feel normal again, whether TRT (test. replacement therapy) is what i need to do for life.. i dont care feeling like this sucks...
please give me your best input.
THANKS
I started prohormones when i was around 16... tren250, sus500, mdrol, tokyo stack, tokyo tren, all that good stuff. but no pct.. didnt know i needed it. my homies would tell me to just take it. i was naive and i regret making those decisions.
later after highschool i started with sust250. no pct... still not knowing a thing about it. just trusting my friends.
then they got me into another cycle of Sustanon (sust) 250 6-8 months after the previous. i followed up with nolva. then prop. and nolva. then another Sustanon (sust) with dbol this time... only nolva four 4-5 weeks. i shouldve done my research... i know dont need to add that shit. just help me where im at now.
On cycle i would be having sex with my girl all day... to the point where she would forcefully have to tell me to stop.
but after this past dbol Sustanon (sust) nolva cycle.. my dick wouldnt really go up. or itd get up and go down really quick.. im not sure if it was ED.. or even if i was gay.... but no fuck that i aint gay.. i was just searching every possible outcome.. then i came across this survey of low Test online.. and found out of 8 checkboxes i had 6... i was fatigued, weight loss, muscle loss, low sex drive, softer erections and all that... i feel like sex or even jerking off to porn is a task now.. i have no motivation for sex or anything.. its hard to motivate myself to get in the gym.. i have an easier schedule in college and im still extremely tired. when im in the gym i feel like cutting my workouts short.. and my weights have gone extremely down since cycle.. i was at about 175 lbs. pressing 320lbs. and now im at around 265 a few reps.
Im trying to get my bloodwork done asap within this week or next...
But your guys input and opinions would mean everything to me. i feel as if no one knows what im going through...
and i just want to feel normal again, whether TRT (test. replacement therapy) is what i need to do for life.. i dont care feeling like this sucks...
please give me your best input.
THANKS