Haven't you ever heard the old saying..................? As for getting help, you really cant get any better then a mod bro, that's why they are mods my man! I wouldn't run tren for a first cycle and definitely not by its self, if i read that correctly?!? Winstrol (winny) is not the worst thing in the world but again I think there are other things better suited for a first cycle! I can never understand why someone who never done a cycle would want to start with something they have to pin at least every other day? That's a lot of shots for your first time bro, trust me!
I don't have much info to go off of but it seems like you should wait a while before doing your first cycle. the biggest favor you can do for your self is to listen to the expert opinions on here and don't rush into AAS!