Im going to be straight up honest here and it is a bit of a long story. First of all I have fucked up big time, I respect everyones opinions and everyones input but I dont need flamed as I said I fucked up big time and am paying the price for it.
First of all I have always had Low T, I never went to a doctor or spoke about for 5 years, Im 23 now and only recentley have i seen a Doctor and spoke about these things. From a teenager I had really bad anxiety and mental issues not to metion low T, im not sure how the two connect but anyway about a year ago I started to struggle really badly, I was 10 stone and was skinny with no muscle, Ive never been able to build muscle so instead of going to the doctor and speaking about this I jumped on the steroid bandwagan, since March Ive taken Sust, Test e, Equipoise, taken 4 week breaks every now and then. Soon as I started the testosterone I felt brilliant, like ive never felt before, healthy sex drive, self esteem, assertiveness, good concentration and a put on 4 and a half stone from eating high protein and all the usual body building musts.
I took a break and felt back to the way I was before, all the symptoms of Low T, i went to the doctor and told her everything. She sent me for a early morning testosterone test, I got the results today and my level was 8 nmol/l (could be ng/ml), I know in America they use different units to calculate. She said it was low and has referred me to a endocrinologist and a psychologist for further examination.
I know this has all been a big mistake, I should have spoke to someone or went to the doctor a couple of years ago before touching steroids but the question i have is, the results where low but considering all the steroids i took, is that why it was so low? Also what should look into doing before i go to see the endocrinologist? I can get Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) and nolva from a source, not sure if he has clomid but im sure i could get some, please any advice would be gratefully appreciated. What should i do? I know i have fucked myself up, even if i did have low t before i know if just fucked it up even more, I hold my hands up and admit my mistake, i didnt take them in a bad attitude to "get massive" or to just go mad, i did it cause i thought it would help me, which it did but i still regret doing it, please help, thanks.
First of all I have always had Low T, I never went to a doctor or spoke about for 5 years, Im 23 now and only recentley have i seen a Doctor and spoke about these things. From a teenager I had really bad anxiety and mental issues not to metion low T, im not sure how the two connect but anyway about a year ago I started to struggle really badly, I was 10 stone and was skinny with no muscle, Ive never been able to build muscle so instead of going to the doctor and speaking about this I jumped on the steroid bandwagan, since March Ive taken Sust, Test e, Equipoise, taken 4 week breaks every now and then. Soon as I started the testosterone I felt brilliant, like ive never felt before, healthy sex drive, self esteem, assertiveness, good concentration and a put on 4 and a half stone from eating high protein and all the usual body building musts.
I took a break and felt back to the way I was before, all the symptoms of Low T, i went to the doctor and told her everything. She sent me for a early morning testosterone test, I got the results today and my level was 8 nmol/l (could be ng/ml), I know in America they use different units to calculate. She said it was low and has referred me to a endocrinologist and a psychologist for further examination.
I know this has all been a big mistake, I should have spoke to someone or went to the doctor a couple of years ago before touching steroids but the question i have is, the results where low but considering all the steroids i took, is that why it was so low? Also what should look into doing before i go to see the endocrinologist? I can get Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) and nolva from a source, not sure if he has clomid but im sure i could get some, please any advice would be gratefully appreciated. What should i do? I know i have fucked myself up, even if i did have low t before i know if just fucked it up even more, I hold my hands up and admit my mistake, i didnt take them in a bad attitude to "get massive" or to just go mad, i did it cause i thought it would help me, which it did but i still regret doing it, please help, thanks.