Whats up guys... I bought my parachute and was just about to jump out the plane when I stumbled apon this site. Me and my cuzin have started working out again, its only been a couple months since he's worked out, I'm goin on about 3 years of partying without working out. I have always been lean and muscular from Martial Arts training ( I got 2nd in the junior olympics for sparring after traing from age 7) and football through out highschool ( a cornerback so you get the idea of my build ) I am 5' 8'' and went from 135lbs of lean muscle to 155lbs of fat in 3 years. I had packed on 20 lbs of fat over 3 years of drinkin beer and not working out due to having a baby, and becoming a manager at a store and coming home, plopping on the couch with a beer. One day I looked through some old pics and saw me in my prime, with my abs trying to rip through my skin, and a tone but not bulky body. I decided that the beer binge was over and started hitting the gyme again, I lost 12 lbs and I'm down to 143 lbs from cardio and mild workouts to get back in the grove to reduce pain on old minor sholder injurys. My cousin has been pumpin the idea of taking TEST in my ear almost the entire month and as of today took his first shot. He's allready a pretty big guy but he's young ( 20 years old) and after reading this forum I think now he should of gone natural a few more years. I was just about to buy some TEST me being a little older tommorrow but now I'm not so sure. I don't think I've got back in the groove long enough, or may be too young myself. Im also looking for more of a lean middle weight boxer look, than a Hulk Hogan look. I'm more interested in strength, endurance, and a tone look. So now decideing against TEST, I'm thinking Maybe some winny... is it too early for me to start using winstrol too? Well I gain at least a little but of muscle for my chest, and abs tone it up? what kind of results can I expect from just winstrol?And if so should I get needles or pills. I've had an over active bladder or somthing from partying which kinna makes me wanna stay away from pills. But then again a shot a day seems alot too. Should I go natty for awhile first or would I be safe and get the gains I'm looking for with some winstrol. Or should I take my fathers route and go test for the winter, and Winstrol (winny) in the summer to get any effects? Some times I think Some Test would help seeing I'm naturaly a small guy, I have small bones, a small head, small frame, and might not have as much Testosterone pumping through me naturally as most others. Anyway any advice would help.Thanks for your help guys.