OP, I am glad my words were able to help you. You would be surprised at what someone can attain naturally, especially with hard work, dedication, consistency and good science. Even average genetics can achieve a very aesthetic/powerful body with nutrition and fitness alone. Steroids just get you there faster or help you go above and beyond your genetic limit, which is something most people never even get close to, especially natty. If you truly love training, AAS or not, the gym should always be something you enjoy. There are many health benefits associated with resistance training (improved glucose tolerance and insulin sensitivity, Stress improvement, mood enhancement, etc) Don't think you need gear to be something in this game. The top pros are there because they have the entire package; Genetics, Knowledge, Experience, and a true passion for the sport. Even without gear, they would be the best of the best(in the natural category) Gear is the final tool in your arsenal, so master everything else and the gear will be exponentially more effective for you to reach your goals.