still shut down and not sure what to do

[s9o6u8t1h6]

This past fall ive ran dbol @ 40-50 mgs ed for 6 weeks. and sust250 @ 2 ml/cc 2x a week for 12 weeks. only pctd with nolva for 4 weeks. didnt run hcg or clomid which im regretting big time..
finally finished pct around mid january. during cycle my libido wasnt that high as cycles in the past, during pct and until about june libido completely shut down, and cant get it up.. now things are getting better, strength and mass are getting back but still have some gyno. libido is coming back and occasional decent erections, but never rock hard like i was before. I still feel a bit mind fucked. Not sure what I should do.. i was thinking of trynna kick start my nuts back with hcg but heard i can do more harm than good at this point. Could i have perma. shut myself down? advice is much appreciated guys.

 

[s9o6u8t1h6]

stats:
21
180lbs

 

[DreDay187]

Have you done bloodwork? If not look for the sticky to get it done cheaply and privately. We need to see actual values to know what's going on. Guessing here could fuck you up worse.

 

[Megatron28]

You should post this in the AAS section instead of testosterone replacement therapy (TRT). But if you are shut down, come back over here and we can help you with testosterone replacement therapy (TRT). Good luck. And BTW: get some labs run to see where you are at and compare it to your pre-cycle baseline.