Treating a disease with self prescribed roids...

This was such a great thread!!!! I really loved watching everyone show true concern.

204- dude you always have solid words.... much respect!
 
It all started at puberty. The hot flashes, violent mood swings. I remember at 16 I got into a fight with a senior and just "woke up" while 4 people were pulling me off of him. I still cannot remember a single thing. I read that a lot of people on growth and test supplement with t3 because the hpta suppression they get slows thyroid hormone production. So I thought hmm... I have such low test... Maybe since homeostasis could not be achieved, my body was releasing more LH, which in turn released more TSH. All I know is that I went from extreme (hospitalized) hyperthyroid, to slightly hypothyroid. The only new chemicals introduced were arimidex and test propionate. My blood pressure is also perfect now since my thyroid has slowed... So at least at the moment, im confident my hypothesis is correct.

As for my elevated moods, i think it was because my free test was 5-15 when it should of been 30+-150 and now its 297... My body is finally experience a large amount of test on a steady basis.
 
Soooo the fight was during your first time using, at the age of 17? Do you black out other times, ie if you drink too much or get angry, sad or just during emotional or very stressful times? Do you have any issues memory, short or long term? Do you find mathmetical concepts or logical/literature subjects are easier for you? Tell me more about the mood stability since then. Was there any increased stress in your life at that time? Did you have guidance on what dosage of Test to take? Were you taking any other OTC or prescriptions at the time?

I know these questions seem random, but they are not. Anything you take is going to react with your brain. Each brain is unique, so although there is a general tone, we will all have slightly varied reactions, though many reactions are unseen or unnoticed. So to get a baseline of certain operating equilibriums, on a very basic scale here obviously, I may be able to pick up something that was essentially a neurocognitive reaction ie the hyperactivity was a major symptom of that, pointing to a what is an existent or underlying neuro trigger (to keep it really simple)! This is just a possibility.... Test is a rather interesting component.

Noooo pressure to answer, I am just very curious....
 
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