Hey all, I haven't been on the forum in quiet some time. I was here last a year and a half ago asking about TRT. I had all the symptoms of low T and blood work proved it was indeed low T, with total test levels ranging from 300-355. However the 2 endocrinologist I saw were both against treating me, I'm not sure if it were due to my age (now 26) or if they believed my levels weren't low enough to treat. Well I became discouraged and frustrated and dismissed everything, accepting that this is now who I am and how I feel. Now here we are today, a year and a half later, and I have been feeling like crap. I am recently engaged, and my libido is causing issues, and my fiancé doesn't understand how I am never in the mood, and how she cant turn me on. I decided to go get my levels rechecked, and they are now lower than before, which is at 221. I have been searching for a good endo in my area and preferably one that is male. I cannot seem to find a male within 30 miles of my home! I am having a hard time finding any endo who has openings available within the next 2 months. It seems I will end up choosing to go to the first available office I can get in. However I am worried that seeing a female doctor, they will not fully understand how I am feeling, therefor may not treat me accordingly. I am well aware they are trained professionals, but most seem to have a better understanding of thyroid disorders and diabetes rather than hypongonadism. Any advice guys? I want to feel like myself again