Shit!!! I've been keeping my exogenous testosterone across the street.
I am going to say this, and it may not be popular. But somewhere in the recesses of most of our minds, we think about it. Testosterone is why men die before women. It is why men die of cardiac issues at a greater rate than women. The proof isn't there, but that is most likely because there is pharmaceutical money that prevents studies of that nature, and most scientist don't want to study drug abuse. Now here is the point: I decided a long time ago that living wasn't about biological life. Statistically, I shouldn't ride a motorcycle. I have two, just in case I smash one and live; I can ride when I get home. I climbed Mount Everest last year even though, statistically, I had a 10% chance of death even if I made the top...and I did (I built the ultimate high altitude AAS stack--for anyone who wants to know). They said my big ass had no chance--FUCK YOU...TAKE THE MONEY AND GIVE ME MY TENT. Statistically, a pencil pushing nerd shouldn't be able to score an elite total...fucking watch me.
AAS allow you to beat your genetic allowance. Nature/God (whatever you believe) gave you a certain allotment...and you weren't satisfied with it. Its like when you were a kid and ran your paper route for $5 bucks but managed to show up at home with a $300 dollar game console that you couldn't afford, but they know you didn't steal. You hustled for it. I hustle my life. I hustle nature. Fuck the $5 bucks...I want more.
Now will I have to pay? Maybe...maybe not. But I have lived my life beyond my potential, and I am ok with the check after that meal. On some level we all know this which is why we say "find your genetic potential first--then juice" because at the end of the day we all suspect that there may be a consequence associated with our actions, and we all want to know what we paid for with those consequences. If you juiced at 17 to get some bullshit abs, go on trt, and pay with your life at 60--you knew, suspected, or should have known. In the end it depends on many genetic factors. My father smoked for 40 years...died of Creutzfeldt Jakob disease--Talk about a bad fucking hand. I learned more from that drunk in death more than I ever learned from him in life.
A few of you will read this and say: Fuck that guy, he is just lying/bragging. Truth is--what is the difference? I no more feel obligated to lie to you by internet tall tales or to impress you with fantastic details of my life than I feel obligated to some swollen bellied african child that I see some fat guy begging me to feed at night when I can't sleep. I just wanted my couple of pennies in on this one for some perspective on why some people do what it is that we all do. I don't do this to cheat...I do this to be physically better than I could ever hope to genetically be with maximal effort. I don't cheat society...I beat nature. If I knew you were selling 60 years of awesome in a 10ml vial with no chance of 70....I would buy that shit in bulk.
Live life with no regrets. I'll die happy knowing I experienced everything I wanted to and hustled the hell out of Mother Nature, trying to make a dollar out of 15 cents. I agree, my ribeye is well worth the check at the end of the meal and I've come to terms with mortality, I plan on doing what I enjoy seeing as I only live once and that means lifting heavy shit lol
