Update.

[cyto33]

here is a little up date on the cycle i'm running.
its mainly for the N00bs looking at tren.
as most know what i'm running right now its nearing the end of the cycle. 2.5 weeks left.
the cycle has gone quit well. i have leaned out while staying at a nice weight of 225lbs.

But here it is.
ove rthe cycle the side had not been bad at all. not like the first time i used it. its really hit me hard.
over the past 2 weeks i have felt like the world around me is folding in.
the depression has set in and its bad. i'm near suicidel. i just want it to stop crushing me.
along with day to day stress its over whelming.
i know that the Tren is causing this an its tough to hang on.
to make matter even better the E@ level is quit high and almost anything that is emotional sets me into an upset state of dispare.
my joints are sore and the body is saying thats it i'm done.
so for those that think they are ready for this think twice.
this is a ride that will some times take a wrong turn.
theres a ton i'm not saying here also because thats just private for me to deal with on my own.
think about what your asking for.

 

[Miss Muscle]

That's tough and many compounds will do it. At least you realize how and why the depression is coming on. Now you know what you need to do to curb this. Good luck and hang in there!

 

[Mr P]

the brain is a big muscle, controlling your thought is a good exercise, try running that helps me, the good thing is you lift weights and that will help u a lot, which you well bro,

 

[cyto33]

thanks
that is the best part i feel alot better during and after the gym.
i know the battle i'm in for when i come off.
i just really want all the new young guys to take agood look at what they are going to try doing.
this will save them the trouble and help them move forward with the hobby we all love.

 

[tkaltenbach]

Good post cyto!! some people are willing to look past the possibility of depression for the ultimate body or think that it wont/cant happen to them. Thank god you are experienced enough to know whats goin on. PCT never looked so good, lol!

 

[cyto33]

Yeah Pct is looking good but i'm running testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) for a while longer.
i have 3 kids already and lost my balls in the divorce (snipped) lol
so i have no worries of that nature.
but yes there are a whole world of possiblities. while on this compound. coming off is some times even worse then being on.
that is something they need to look at as well.

 

[TommyTrainR]

good post and info. for those new to it all. this stuff cant be taken lightly. hang in there man!!