weirdest recovery after coming off a cycle wtf!

[bbarry6628]

did a cycle last summer. test E at 500- 750 mgs for 16 wks. decided to stay on at 250 mgs a wk from august to november then went eow at 250 for december and january. basicly have had no luck recovering after cycles even using nolva and clomid, so i decided to do my own trt bc being shut down blows ass i always have zero libido, but this last one was different. i decided not to try anything and go cold turkey i did so because i didnt want to go longer than a year on hrt in hopes my hpta would be able to recover, so i did and I felt my libido slowly go down after a month, yes it went down but it didnt fall off the map im still pulling out a nut a day . I know my body and judge my test post cycle by libido. but after 5 weeks it has stayed the same it has now been 9 weeks. i have been on long cycles before and came off and was shut down for a year untill i fired it back up... but any theories on how to explain this?? im baffeled

 

[Chicago712]

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1) please layout this cycle in a less confusing way please
2) what was your pct dosage
3) where is your blood work
4)LIBIDO does NOT = RECOVERY

 

[PrinceDianabol]

Libido is no means of judging recovery. More test doesn't always mean more libido. For example my libido peaks on 500mg weekly, but if i go to a gram libido drops off severely.

 

[bbarry6628]

mid may through mid july 500 mgs of test e
mid july through august 750 mgs of test e
september through november 250 mgs every week
december through january 250 mgs every other week

i realize that i must need bloods but every other time i have come off my libido has been in the trash. now for some reason its not. I assume this is due to my test levels but even if its not how could you explain that? I have been doing steroids for 6 years also and my libido always drops off. this time it hasnt wtf?

 

[bbarry6628]

my libido was actually best when i went eow at 250....

 

[bbarry6628]

this time i did no pct. in the past it was always clomid and nolva for 30 days, nolva at 25 mgs a day and clomid starting at 100mgs for the first week and tapering off to 50 then 25 a day

 

[Chicago712]

U didn't do pct this time and ur bitching about recovery??

 

[bbarry6628]

no bitching in least bit bro just wondering how is this possible when every other time i have ever come off my libido has been shit. now its not, just trying to see if anyone has the knowledge on why this is and how this can be? like i said any other time I have come off and used pct my libido has been trash why isnt it now? makes me think my test levels are back... and yes I do know more test doesnt mean more libido... i have had test dick

 

[PrinceDianabol]

Impossible to say why without bloodwork man. Maybe you recovered better this time (slim chance),
Perhaps you were aromatasing too much, maybe the clomid suppresses your libido, maybe you still have some exo test in you, maybe your libido is better at lower levels, who knows man... The list goes on and on. Thats why we say get bloodwork done.