Pretty sure I'm not the only skinny kid who idolises zyzz he had millions of follers there for the odds of me being that other kid is 3,000,000 / 1
Yeah, I idolize zyzz as well, except for a few adjustments (legs/lats) I would make with his physique its truly great.
I knew about him back in 2010 mate, from /fit/ and misc, when he just started to become famous.
We shared common taste in music, I found him pretty funny, I'm 19 so I can understand where you're coming from.
I admired the fact that he was the highest achiever of his high school, because I was entering my Year 11, and started to study hard.
The thoughts of starting AAS constantly crosses my mind, every single day literally.
I go to the gym, where I live is a poorly educated area, I would say about 20~30% of people are taking AAS.
The pressure of it, but after my session I realize I am not ready for it, and I am smarter than that because I think using logic.
At the end of the day, this is your choice, we can try to convince you, mock you, call you stupid, because we have logic and reasoning behind our statements.
I made the mistake of bulking too fast, I made the mistake of cutting too fast, and cutting too slow, not counting macros, binging on my holidays.
We're here to attempt to prevent that, because next time, I see another person asking for advice, about bulking, and I see him consume too many calories, from my mistakes and experience, I can safely tell him that his bulking too fast. Everyone makes mistakes, difference is, your mistake can cost you your life.
And if he doesn't listen, then he doesn't listen, that is all we can do.
You can have the YOLO mentality, so what if you die at 25, Who the hell cares as long as your shredded and idolized right? Living without regret.
Have you thought about your parents, friends, family? Don't you think you're being a bit selfish?
And before you think "you won't die, its fine", just take it into precaution, remember that you're planning to use DNP, not just any regular test.
If you want the pussy so much, I'd think a much better goal would be to become a millionaire.