Lorn290
New member
First, my story: Up until age 14 I was healthy and energetic and had a normal teenage supercharged libido. My only problem was that my right testicle had, since as far back as I could remember, a tendency to withdraw into my abdomen and stay there for extended periods of time. My concerned parents took me to a urologist who insisted that the testicle had to be removed because it could turn cancerous if left inside my body. He performed the orchiectomy that very week and assured me that my remaining testicle would perform double-duty and my hormones and development would carry on as normal.
He was wrong.
Over the next six years (just about all of my teen years) my weight ballooned and my body took on the textbook bosomy and paunchy shape of a hypogonadal person. My energy level declined into non existence and I was hit by waves of depression. My libido also declined and I became, for all intents and purposes, asexual, with a pale, unresponsive, and sensationless penis. I also experienced a lot of brain-fog and I was often confused and had bad word recall. I went to doctor after doctor with these symptoms and was always dismissed as having simple "depression" or "anxiety" and sent away with an anti-depressant. Finally, at 21 years old, I found a doctor who agreed to test my testosterone. FINALLY!
The result: Free Testosterone: 29.1 pmol/L (31.0 - 94 is the normal range). At 22 years old, I should be near the top bracket.
The doctor was initially cautious about treating me (TRT is a bit taboo amongst non-specialists, as I'm sure you're all sadly aware of) but relented and prescribed 5g of 1% Androgel to be applied once a day (a very low dose). The first three months on Androgel saw some improvement of my attitude, muscle tone, and cognitive functioning. Now however, after about 5 months on the stuff, my muscles are disappearing, my energy has vanished, I can't sleep, and the depression is creeping back in despite no changes in my lifestyle which I've geared towards raising my T through proper diet and exercise.
I have just had another, more thorough test taken and am going to see yet another specialist (a urologist this time) in October. I'm holding out hope that he'll be able to fix me but I'm starting to feel a little hopeless about the situation. Is my testosterone going to continue to decline over the next two months? I don't know, and there's nobody I can really ask about it except for you guys.
There are so few young men with this problem, which is a good thing I suppose, but it also makes it difficult to share stories and get advice. So, can anyone relate to my story? Any other young guys going through/gone through this mess?
He was wrong.
Over the next six years (just about all of my teen years) my weight ballooned and my body took on the textbook bosomy and paunchy shape of a hypogonadal person. My energy level declined into non existence and I was hit by waves of depression. My libido also declined and I became, for all intents and purposes, asexual, with a pale, unresponsive, and sensationless penis. I also experienced a lot of brain-fog and I was often confused and had bad word recall. I went to doctor after doctor with these symptoms and was always dismissed as having simple "depression" or "anxiety" and sent away with an anti-depressant. Finally, at 21 years old, I found a doctor who agreed to test my testosterone. FINALLY!
The result: Free Testosterone: 29.1 pmol/L (31.0 - 94 is the normal range). At 22 years old, I should be near the top bracket.
The doctor was initially cautious about treating me (TRT is a bit taboo amongst non-specialists, as I'm sure you're all sadly aware of) but relented and prescribed 5g of 1% Androgel to be applied once a day (a very low dose). The first three months on Androgel saw some improvement of my attitude, muscle tone, and cognitive functioning. Now however, after about 5 months on the stuff, my muscles are disappearing, my energy has vanished, I can't sleep, and the depression is creeping back in despite no changes in my lifestyle which I've geared towards raising my T through proper diet and exercise.
I have just had another, more thorough test taken and am going to see yet another specialist (a urologist this time) in October. I'm holding out hope that he'll be able to fix me but I'm starting to feel a little hopeless about the situation. Is my testosterone going to continue to decline over the next two months? I don't know, and there's nobody I can really ask about it except for you guys.
There are so few young men with this problem, which is a good thing I suppose, but it also makes it difficult to share stories and get advice. So, can anyone relate to my story? Any other young guys going through/gone through this mess?