well thank you thats so sweet of you
im doing so so,i have bad dreams and thoughts about my dad alot,he and I were really close and that makes it harder for me,i went to his house and his gravesite for the first time last saturday and it was really tough,i sat at his grave site for 2 hours and talked to him and was really emotional,then i got back to his house and just broke down and cried with my stepmom,just seeing all his stuff and house etc,it was bad hon i tell yea,its gonna take me a while to accept it,after i left the gravesite i started to realize that this is real and has happened,and that is gonna take me a long time to heal,my heart is just torn apart and part of me died when he did,and i will never be the same