Hello my name is Tyson, im 18 years old and i need some advice.
im 5feet11
160 pounds
first some info about me then to the questions:
I have just been diagnosed with celiac disease and also i have lactose intollerance and now gluten intolerance.. I have come off a surgery (for my hernia) for about 6months now. After my surgery was done i was taking oxy which was presribed to me and some other pain killers. When i came off it, i had horrible withdrawals that i could not handle so i went out and go strong oxy's off the "street" which i got really into and addicted.. I'm a student and after all my hw and work is done i just want to hit up a rail oxy.. its all i think about. Its my hobby and taking over everything. My old hobby was working out and it was a lifestyle.
I have lowered my dosage and i'm slowly coming off this drug it so i can go back into working out. But the thing is i have lost all my motivation. I used to get most of my motivation from supplements when needed. But now that i have celiac disease which is gluten intollerance and lactose intollerance i can't take those good supplements. Although i found one supplement which is just natural protein which i will take as my post workout supplement.
I used to weigh 175pounds Now im at 150pounds. What i've been thinking is if i do roids that will give me the motivation to get back. If i get back into gyming for a week or two to get some muscle memory back. Then start a cycle of Test 300 then a cycle of anavar then take some sort of pct. And my goal is to get 25pounds which is what i used to weigh then get back into my natural bodybuilding. I absolutely have no motivation to start all over again.. I need something else to take my mind off oxy's and i think some juice will help to get me off and i think once im back to my regular weight i won't go back and thats for sure because i truly hate this life style that i feel trapped in.
I've done lots of research and taking Test seems really risky and scared me that if i do it coming off i will have trouble producing test.. So i might not take test. But Anavar seems pretty safe ive done one cycle 2 years ago and i got 15pounds in a month while taking anvar just one bottle and creatine and mutant mass. So if i were to take out test i would go 2 bottles of anavar then im not sure if i should take pct. I need lots of
im 5feet11
160 pounds
first some info about me then to the questions:
I have just been diagnosed with celiac disease and also i have lactose intollerance and now gluten intolerance.. I have come off a surgery (for my hernia) for about 6months now. After my surgery was done i was taking oxy which was presribed to me and some other pain killers. When i came off it, i had horrible withdrawals that i could not handle so i went out and go strong oxy's off the "street" which i got really into and addicted.. I'm a student and after all my hw and work is done i just want to hit up a rail oxy.. its all i think about. Its my hobby and taking over everything. My old hobby was working out and it was a lifestyle.
I have lowered my dosage and i'm slowly coming off this drug it so i can go back into working out. But the thing is i have lost all my motivation. I used to get most of my motivation from supplements when needed. But now that i have celiac disease which is gluten intollerance and lactose intollerance i can't take those good supplements. Although i found one supplement which is just natural protein which i will take as my post workout supplement.
I used to weigh 175pounds Now im at 150pounds. What i've been thinking is if i do roids that will give me the motivation to get back. If i get back into gyming for a week or two to get some muscle memory back. Then start a cycle of Test 300 then a cycle of anavar then take some sort of pct. And my goal is to get 25pounds which is what i used to weigh then get back into my natural bodybuilding. I absolutely have no motivation to start all over again.. I need something else to take my mind off oxy's and i think some juice will help to get me off and i think once im back to my regular weight i won't go back and thats for sure because i truly hate this life style that i feel trapped in.
I've done lots of research and taking Test seems really risky and scared me that if i do it coming off i will have trouble producing test.. So i might not take test. But Anavar seems pretty safe ive done one cycle 2 years ago and i got 15pounds in a month while taking anvar just one bottle and creatine and mutant mass. So if i were to take out test i would go 2 bottles of anavar then im not sure if i should take pct. I need lots of
