dinitroclenbuterol
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First a tiny bit of background: 23 years old, 195lbs, 11%bf
This is regarding my mind though, mostly, so... I've always been shy, depressed, lethargic, low energy, etc. I can't remember ever being generally happy with life. I'm painfully shy and socially awkward, REALLY passive, hate meeting new people, hate clubs, bars, etc. Can't look people in the eye for long. Can't talk to women. You get the picture. Basically a low energy, depressed, social pussy. Anyway...
7 days into my first cycle which is 8 weeks of test prop at 100mg eod and anavar at 50mg eod. Today I really began feeling the test prop. Not in terms of gains yet, but psychologically. In addition to an animal sex drive, my social anxiety seems to be evaporating. Today, I was able to stare people in the eye without hesitation. This NEVER happens. Ever. I was confident and smooth in my interactions with strangers. And my interactions with women fel fundamentally different. For the first time in my life, I feel like a "man." Like I'm actually taking the sexual role that a man is supposed to have. Not blatantly or anything. I just feel like in my interactions with women I'm driven by a fundamental male sexuality. My energy levels are raising as well.
Needless to say, it feels amazing. For me, it is like having super powers. For years and years I've felt so lacking socially and sexually. Like I was just out of the loop or something. I finally feel like a normal social human. Like I could go out with my friends and not hide in the background. Like a dude should feel.
Just thought I'd share, and wanted to know if anyone has felt similarly.
This is regarding my mind though, mostly, so... I've always been shy, depressed, lethargic, low energy, etc. I can't remember ever being generally happy with life. I'm painfully shy and socially awkward, REALLY passive, hate meeting new people, hate clubs, bars, etc. Can't look people in the eye for long. Can't talk to women. You get the picture. Basically a low energy, depressed, social pussy. Anyway...
7 days into my first cycle which is 8 weeks of test prop at 100mg eod and anavar at 50mg eod. Today I really began feeling the test prop. Not in terms of gains yet, but psychologically. In addition to an animal sex drive, my social anxiety seems to be evaporating. Today, I was able to stare people in the eye without hesitation. This NEVER happens. Ever. I was confident and smooth in my interactions with strangers. And my interactions with women fel fundamentally different. For the first time in my life, I feel like a "man." Like I'm actually taking the sexual role that a man is supposed to have. Not blatantly or anything. I just feel like in my interactions with women I'm driven by a fundamental male sexuality. My energy levels are raising as well.
Needless to say, it feels amazing. For me, it is like having super powers. For years and years I've felt so lacking socially and sexually. Like I was just out of the loop or something. I finally feel like a normal social human. Like I could go out with my friends and not hide in the background. Like a dude should feel.
Just thought I'd share, and wanted to know if anyone has felt similarly.