am I really the best that I can be?

[snake]

Ahh fuck it, I was going to post something really long and boring and useless. All I got to say is I am going Make some serious changes in my life style ie; beer, diet, beer, training, beer shitty food, well you get my drift. I am always pist off that I have not gotten great results but I have not truelly ever dedicated myself to the sport. I don't think I am nearly at the top of my game. I am going to eventually post some pics in the picture forum and let you guys tare me apart. rip me a new ass cause I need the motivation.

Need help setting goals.

I don't know why I lift, I have recently stopped playing basketball and I am wondering If I have potential at body building.

here is the deal, I am 6'4" 220 lbs. (I know that is skinny but whatever)

I am most likely under 10% body fat. (still have six pack don't know how but I do)

I don't know what level I want to compete at. (maybe I just want to pose for my girl friend)

My goals are to get to 230 around 6 or 7% body fat.

do you guys think that is realistic?

where do think I should aim to be in a years time?

I am planning another cycle of just equipoise.

I just want to be a killer.

 

[E-Swift25]

Do you have a good training and diet routine? You need to have these in order before considering the use of steroids.

Cutting back on shit like beer is a good call. I've cut my drinking down a lot and I feel great. I can still have fun at the club, but not get shit faced. It's a nice feeling waking up without a hangover.

 

[snake]

I will have good diet and training just not at the moment. I have two cycles under my belt. did one three years ago and one last year aroun christmas. first cycle anadrol sust, and second Eq and winny,

the first cycle I did I lost all of my gains and then some, it was a little dissapointing to say the least. I went from 195 7% body fat to 235 in eight weeks. I gained so much weight so fast I though my head was going to burst. my second cycle I went from 205 to 225 and I am holding fairly steady at 220 lbs.

beer is my one vice. I think I could drops some good body fat if I were to cut it out. I do have a little serious gyno though. I tried andorstendion once and only once and got some serious bad gyno so my chest does not look as cut as it once did. I am going to order some novladex to try and reduce that. I will posting some before pics right away on the pic forum. youl have to excuse me cause I am one white ass dude. (natural blond)