Hey all, I'm new here, so before anything, hello!
I'm 8 weeks into my first-ever cycle, test cyp only, and starting to experience some pretty bad mental side effects, all of which are being directed at my girlfriend.
Before my cycle, things like her weight, her sexual past, and other typical girlfriend annoyances never really bothered me that much. While I didn't like it, I could let things go.
Since starting the cycle, I feel a great deal of rage towards her for these things. Her weight is all of the sudden a huge issue with me(in all honesty, she's a big girl, about 170lbs at 5'6") and her sexual past feels like it's eating me alive. I just have a great deal of resentment towards her now, am disgusted, and don't feel like being with her.
It's like I can't control the thoughts, they just take over and I often obsess about them.
Everything else, mentally, has stayed the same, or improved. A lot more laid back at work, family/friend relationships have never been better. Productivity is up as well.
Has anyone else experienced things like this? Is this common?
Here's what I'm currently taking, on week 8 of a 12 week cycle:
test cyp: 500mg/week
hcg: 300ui 2x week
aromasin: 6.25mg ED
Also taking various supplements: vitamin D, NAC, cholestoff, krill oil, vitamin b pills
I'm not taking stimulants(preworkouts, caffeine, yohimbe, etc) due to the anxiety problems that come along with them.
Stats: 5'7" 192lbs, ~12%bf, just had levels taken, total test was 2200, free test 700, estrogen/estradiol 20(said needed to be <38, so good there).
Any help would be appreciated, thanks!
I'm 8 weeks into my first-ever cycle, test cyp only, and starting to experience some pretty bad mental side effects, all of which are being directed at my girlfriend.
Before my cycle, things like her weight, her sexual past, and other typical girlfriend annoyances never really bothered me that much. While I didn't like it, I could let things go.
Since starting the cycle, I feel a great deal of rage towards her for these things. Her weight is all of the sudden a huge issue with me(in all honesty, she's a big girl, about 170lbs at 5'6") and her sexual past feels like it's eating me alive. I just have a great deal of resentment towards her now, am disgusted, and don't feel like being with her.
It's like I can't control the thoughts, they just take over and I often obsess about them.
Everything else, mentally, has stayed the same, or improved. A lot more laid back at work, family/friend relationships have never been better. Productivity is up as well.
Has anyone else experienced things like this? Is this common?
Here's what I'm currently taking, on week 8 of a 12 week cycle:
test cyp: 500mg/week
hcg: 300ui 2x week
aromasin: 6.25mg ED
Also taking various supplements: vitamin D, NAC, cholestoff, krill oil, vitamin b pills
I'm not taking stimulants(preworkouts, caffeine, yohimbe, etc) due to the anxiety problems that come along with them.
Stats: 5'7" 192lbs, ~12%bf, just had levels taken, total test was 2200, free test 700, estrogen/estradiol 20(said needed to be <38, so good there).
Any help would be appreciated, thanks!