Bluemarlin
New member
Good evening,
Let me start off with a little bit of the back story. I've been playing since I was three and I'm 22 right now, so you can only imagine the wear and tear I've put into my shoulder. 2 summer ago I had surgery on my elbow, ulnar trans********** I rehabed and started up on my throwing program. It was going great until my shoulder started giving me problems. At first I thought nothing of it, just some soreness. However the pain got worse and worse to the point where I had no strength when I threw. At this point I started to question my chances of achieving the goals I had set out and quit baseball. The doctors diagnosed me with shoulder impingement and a small slap tear on the labrum. 2 years later (now) I figure it's my last chance to give it a shot. Some scouts from winter ball in South America trust in my skills and talent, and decide to give me a spot for this upcoming winter ball. I've been doing my throwing program, 60 ft was good, 90 was good, then 120......I started getting soreness but nothing too bad. My velocity was still high, good spin on the ball (all indicates that I have stability and there is no tear in the labrum). Now I'm at 150 and my bicep is killing me. Went to the doctor and not only do I still have impingement, but also bicep tendinitis. My body is in good shape, legs are strong and upper body is strong. I have always contemplated what if I would have used performance enhancers.....well know I feel like it is my time to or else my chance to play professional will never come again.
I have been researching, but what I find on the internet is beyond overwhelming. Deca is a for sure no, it stays in the body too long. I have been interested in equipoise and test. Is there any other good options for tendon and ligament fortification? Also how would I take these drugs and it what mg and how would I cycle them and then cycle off? If you could help me, that would be fantastic. I only have until December to be 100%
Thank you
Let me start off with a little bit of the back story. I've been playing since I was three and I'm 22 right now, so you can only imagine the wear and tear I've put into my shoulder. 2 summer ago I had surgery on my elbow, ulnar trans********** I rehabed and started up on my throwing program. It was going great until my shoulder started giving me problems. At first I thought nothing of it, just some soreness. However the pain got worse and worse to the point where I had no strength when I threw. At this point I started to question my chances of achieving the goals I had set out and quit baseball. The doctors diagnosed me with shoulder impingement and a small slap tear on the labrum. 2 years later (now) I figure it's my last chance to give it a shot. Some scouts from winter ball in South America trust in my skills and talent, and decide to give me a spot for this upcoming winter ball. I've been doing my throwing program, 60 ft was good, 90 was good, then 120......I started getting soreness but nothing too bad. My velocity was still high, good spin on the ball (all indicates that I have stability and there is no tear in the labrum). Now I'm at 150 and my bicep is killing me. Went to the doctor and not only do I still have impingement, but also bicep tendinitis. My body is in good shape, legs are strong and upper body is strong. I have always contemplated what if I would have used performance enhancers.....well know I feel like it is my time to or else my chance to play professional will never come again.
I have been researching, but what I find on the internet is beyond overwhelming. Deca is a for sure no, it stays in the body too long. I have been interested in equipoise and test. Is there any other good options for tendon and ligament fortification? Also how would I take these drugs and it what mg and how would I cycle them and then cycle off? If you could help me, that would be fantastic. I only have until December to be 100%
Thank you