Have you tried.....eating more? If you get up to 200lb. on AAS, but your diet is crap, you'll drop back down to your original weight if not lower. AAS isn't magic. In fact, I'll ask you this: are you afraid of needles? Like, seriously afraid of injecting yourself? Lots of people say they can pin themselves, but it's alot different once the needle's in your hands. If you're okay with pinning, then continue.
First thing's first, have you done ANY prior research of AAS or post cycle therapy (pct) before asking for help? This saves everyone, you and me, loads of time explaining everything you need to know about how they work. I'd recommend reading the stickies and venturing off to the "NEW MEMBERS CLICK HERE!!" section. You'll find EVERYTHING there. Yes, even how to plan your very first cycle. Any T-only cycle is ALWAYS going to be your first cycle. Nothing more because you don't know how Test reacts to you yet and all future cycles are used in combination with your Test injections.