Bro,
After one poke you'll be over your fear. I remember my first time clearly. Sitting in front of a mirror on a small stool with instructions on a website beside me.
I was so damn nervous but its the small tricks that ensure it goes well. But there are always times where you will have bad pokes, hit a vein, or just be bloody painful. That fear goes away real quick bro.
As for orals only, remember too, most people that take orals don't really keep much in the way of gains.
Also, if your doing M1T, be cautious of how long you do it for, 2 weeks on 2 weeks off 2 weeks on. Or you can do 3 weeks on then PCT.
You'll need so nova, or clomid for coming down, as well as a test booster. The first oral cycle, you will see massive gains, then the need for more kicks in. So be careful, and ask for advice whenever you need it.