BigStu81
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Hey guys, how's it going?
I'm sure this has been discussed before but I've created my own thread as I'm in the UK, hence facing a different set of options (or lack of them it seems!).
I've been on TRT for around two years. Initially gel but recently 125mg sustanon a week (although I often take around 180mg). I'm on the NHS which means I get my treatment for free, but unfortunately HCG is unheard of over here. My nuts have shrunk pretty small which doesn't really bother me aesthetically but can't be good for fertility.
I've been in a serious relationship for about a year now and she wants to have kids at some point. The NHS view is pretty much that there's nothing to 'preserve' as your balls aren't really functioning anyway. The standard protocol is to come off TRT and onto Clomid. My issue is that I REALLY don't want to have to come off! I've done it for a week before and it was horrible. I'm 37.5 now and have finally got into shape and forged a career/life I enjoy over the last two years, and I really want to enjoy at least the last few years of my 30s, having felt shit/been a slob throughout my 20s and early/mid 30s.
I also drive HGVs for a living and I'm really not too keen on doing this whilst feeling crap - I've already had several idiots walk out in front of me who would undoubtedly have been squashed had I not been quick to react. Driving a 44 tonner in busy urban areas feels like a bad move if I'm feeling anywhere near as rough as I did when I last went cold turkey for a week (and presumably it would get worse than it was!).
I'm looking for suggestions. Might I be able to reverse things if I get on HCG/HMG now or is it likely too late to reverse the shut down without coming off? And is it cost effective to do it indefinitely, like maybe for two years? I feel like I need to be honest with my partner soon as she won't want to hang around if kids aren't in scope (and I really don't want to come off!).
I'm sure this has been discussed before but I've created my own thread as I'm in the UK, hence facing a different set of options (or lack of them it seems!).
I've been on TRT for around two years. Initially gel but recently 125mg sustanon a week (although I often take around 180mg). I'm on the NHS which means I get my treatment for free, but unfortunately HCG is unheard of over here. My nuts have shrunk pretty small which doesn't really bother me aesthetically but can't be good for fertility.
I've been in a serious relationship for about a year now and she wants to have kids at some point. The NHS view is pretty much that there's nothing to 'preserve' as your balls aren't really functioning anyway. The standard protocol is to come off TRT and onto Clomid. My issue is that I REALLY don't want to have to come off! I've done it for a week before and it was horrible. I'm 37.5 now and have finally got into shape and forged a career/life I enjoy over the last two years, and I really want to enjoy at least the last few years of my 30s, having felt shit/been a slob throughout my 20s and early/mid 30s.
I also drive HGVs for a living and I'm really not too keen on doing this whilst feeling crap - I've already had several idiots walk out in front of me who would undoubtedly have been squashed had I not been quick to react. Driving a 44 tonner in busy urban areas feels like a bad move if I'm feeling anywhere near as rough as I did when I last went cold turkey for a week (and presumably it would get worse than it was!).
I'm looking for suggestions. Might I be able to reverse things if I get on HCG/HMG now or is it likely too late to reverse the shut down without coming off? And is it cost effective to do it indefinitely, like maybe for two years? I feel like I need to be honest with my partner soon as she won't want to hang around if kids aren't in scope (and I really don't want to come off!).
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