thegwenethpaltrow
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OK here goes from a dabbler:
I am now 40 years of age, have only injected 2 cycles before averaging 9 weeks each a little over 10 years ago and 3 years ago tried prohormone route on and off over 2 years with some dubious success.
Injectables were first a cycle of deca and primobolan pyramid to taper with pct of tamoxifen: this worked great, huge strength gains and cut amazingly, improved my sporting performance ten fold and joints always felt great, unbelievable recovery from cardio sessions. Loved it so much felt euphoric, absolutely no problems occurred with HPTA shutdown after cycle and pct.
Second cycle a few months later was sustanon and primobolan, bloated and immediate loss of density due to water rentention even after pct with tamoxifen continued to lose strength and gains originally made on deca/primobolan, joints since then always stiff/sore soon after a sporting session.
Prohormones started out with 1-AD and/or methyl-1 ended up aggressively strong but not without a fever and seriously painful deep, green, puss filled fistuallas on chest, stomach and butt for which I ended up in an ER for antibiotics (guess they were the dione versions and not the diol as per the label).
Eventually bit the bullet and tried out 19-nor prohormones which suited me down to the ground (no sides) although strength gains over joint pain improvement were slight in comparison to 1-AD.
Of this year I took into account my hair loss and tried a little under 2 months of a course of finasteride: Disaster! It almost had the chance to completely shut down my HPTA via 5AR2 elimination. (wish I'd spent the money on a set of clippers and shaved my head at that point).
Remembering pct in my dabbling history I threw out the finasteride course and bought in alternating days of anastrozole and tamoxifen meds, suffice to say that libido etc have improved but I definitely sense that 5AR2 levels may not have endogenously improved that much. What will happen when pct meds finish is unpredictable.
I'm a climber by trade and require to be power endurance fit, but also light as possible. Yes climbing in itself is good training but I've always worked out at a gym since I was 20, also an advocate of heavy antagonistic workouts in the gym and cardio to balance against joint injuries from my sport.
However at 40 recovery is now a major problem and keeping weight optimal since the finasteride course is also a problem without enhancements.
Knowing that I dont react well to test and considering my recent HPTA catastrophe. I'm wondering if going on a AS cycle will be folly for me in the not too distant future?
I still have around 20 days of pct meds left and have just completed 20 days of it already.
I would dearly love to get near the condition I was in after my first deca/primo stack. At least close enough to be able to complete some of my last few goals in the climbing arena.
If I was to go on another stack without test in there can anyone recommend a stack/dosages etc without further heavy risk to HPTA? Can I use HCG during the cycle to improve my chances against further HPTA shutdown or should I try it out 'blind' first with my current pct meds to see if it resolves what might still be a possible 5AR2 defficiency, if so what dosages??
Been looking into EQ in a slow solid gain stack/cycle, but looks like asking for more HPTA troubles because of the protracted period for a cycle, minimum 10-12weeks.
Otherwise VAR but dont know how I will react to the oral compound after fiasco with 1-AD mentioned above.
Advice from the wise is welcome!!!!
PS.
height = 178cm
weight = 80.7kg
fat = 24%, water = 50% (inclusive of post finasteride effects = +12%)
I am now 40 years of age, have only injected 2 cycles before averaging 9 weeks each a little over 10 years ago and 3 years ago tried prohormone route on and off over 2 years with some dubious success.
Injectables were first a cycle of deca and primobolan pyramid to taper with pct of tamoxifen: this worked great, huge strength gains and cut amazingly, improved my sporting performance ten fold and joints always felt great, unbelievable recovery from cardio sessions. Loved it so much felt euphoric, absolutely no problems occurred with HPTA shutdown after cycle and pct.
Second cycle a few months later was sustanon and primobolan, bloated and immediate loss of density due to water rentention even after pct with tamoxifen continued to lose strength and gains originally made on deca/primobolan, joints since then always stiff/sore soon after a sporting session.
Prohormones started out with 1-AD and/or methyl-1 ended up aggressively strong but not without a fever and seriously painful deep, green, puss filled fistuallas on chest, stomach and butt for which I ended up in an ER for antibiotics (guess they were the dione versions and not the diol as per the label).
Eventually bit the bullet and tried out 19-nor prohormones which suited me down to the ground (no sides) although strength gains over joint pain improvement were slight in comparison to 1-AD.
Of this year I took into account my hair loss and tried a little under 2 months of a course of finasteride: Disaster! It almost had the chance to completely shut down my HPTA via 5AR2 elimination. (wish I'd spent the money on a set of clippers and shaved my head at that point).
Remembering pct in my dabbling history I threw out the finasteride course and bought in alternating days of anastrozole and tamoxifen meds, suffice to say that libido etc have improved but I definitely sense that 5AR2 levels may not have endogenously improved that much. What will happen when pct meds finish is unpredictable.
I'm a climber by trade and require to be power endurance fit, but also light as possible. Yes climbing in itself is good training but I've always worked out at a gym since I was 20, also an advocate of heavy antagonistic workouts in the gym and cardio to balance against joint injuries from my sport.
However at 40 recovery is now a major problem and keeping weight optimal since the finasteride course is also a problem without enhancements.
Knowing that I dont react well to test and considering my recent HPTA catastrophe. I'm wondering if going on a AS cycle will be folly for me in the not too distant future?
I still have around 20 days of pct meds left and have just completed 20 days of it already.
I would dearly love to get near the condition I was in after my first deca/primo stack. At least close enough to be able to complete some of my last few goals in the climbing arena.
If I was to go on another stack without test in there can anyone recommend a stack/dosages etc without further heavy risk to HPTA? Can I use HCG during the cycle to improve my chances against further HPTA shutdown or should I try it out 'blind' first with my current pct meds to see if it resolves what might still be a possible 5AR2 defficiency, if so what dosages??
Been looking into EQ in a slow solid gain stack/cycle, but looks like asking for more HPTA troubles because of the protracted period for a cycle, minimum 10-12weeks.
Otherwise VAR but dont know how I will react to the oral compound after fiasco with 1-AD mentioned above.
Advice from the wise is welcome!!!!
PS.
height = 178cm
weight = 80.7kg
fat = 24%, water = 50% (inclusive of post finasteride effects = +12%)