Depresed Dude. Can You Help??

BIGBROC

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HEY YALL, THIS IS A GOOD BOARD. I WAS WONDERING IF ANYONE COULD HELP ME OUT, IM 22 YEARS OLD MOST OF MY LIFE I WAS SKINNY, AND I NEVER HAD MUSCLE BUT I ALSO NEVER BEN CUT I WAS JUST IN A BAD INBETWEEN. SO FOR THE LAST YEAR AND A HLF OR SO I BEN LIFTING PRETTY MUCH HARD AND HEAVY. 6 MONTHS AGO I WAS 6 FOOT 2, 235 AT 18 PERSENT BD FAT HIGH PROTEIN DIET WITH NO SUGAR AND NO SIMPLE CARBS. I HAD NO ENERGY AND NO STRENGHT BUT ALOT LESS FAT THEN I DO NOW. SO ANYWAY I WANTED TO BE STRONGER AND GET MY SIZE UP SO I STARTED EATING ANYTHING I COULD. I WENT FROM A LIGHT 205 BENCH FOR SOME REPS. TO A 315 BENCH FOR SOME REPS. USE TO USE THE 90 BELLS FOR PRESS. AT 4-5 REPS. NOW I USE THE 120 FOR A FULL 8-10 SET MY BACK GOT VERY STRONG FOR ME, I WENT FROM 4 AND HLF PLATES ON THE HAMMER BACK MACHINE UP TO 7 ON EACH SIDE. THIS ALL HAPPEN IN A MATTER OF MONTHS. I NEVER TOOK ANYTHIN YET. BUT MY WAST NOW IS ABOUT 44 INCH . MY ARMS ARE ABOUT 17 BUT THERE LONG AS IM TALL MY WIEGHT TODAY WAS 262 BUT MY LOWER CHEST IS SOFT LIKE A GIRL MY LOWER WAST AN LOVE HANDLES ARE REAL WIDE. MY FACE GAINED ALOT OF WEIGHT TOO. PRETTY MUCH I FEEL LIKE SHIT. I HAD SO MUCH GEAR TO DO BUT ALWAYS GET RID OF IT WHEN I HERE DIFFERNT THINGS. LIKE MY BODY FAT IS TO HIGH FOR TEST. OR MY DICK WONT GET HARD WITH JUST DECA. I WAS JUST ABOUT TO TAKE A 30 SHOT Winstrol (winny) ZABONE AND DECAS CYCLE. BUT PEOPLE TELLING ME IT WILL MAKE ME DEPRESED WHEN I COME OFF WICH I CANT HANDLE. I WANT TO LOSE FAT BUT GAIN MUCSLE I DONT WANT TO BE A CUT SMALL GUY OR A BIG FAT GUY I WOULD LIKE TO BE 240 RIPPED ONE DAY WITH A FULL SIX PACK AN 18 INCH ARMS THEN I WILL BE HAPPY BUT I NO I NEVER HAD A REALY CUT BODY EVEN WHEN I WAS THIN I ALWAYS HAD THE LOWER STOMACHE FAT AND THE LOWER CHEST FAT BUT NO MUSCLE , NOW THAT I GUESS I HAVE SOME MUSCLE MY FAT GOT REAL HIGH AND I DONT FEEL GOOD. PRETTY MUCH WHEN I WAS THIN I WOULDNT TAKE OFF MY SHIRT AN NOW I WONT EITHER. ANYWAY WOULD ANY ONE RECOMEND WHAT TO DO I DONT WANT TO GO NUTTS ON MY DIET AND DO CARDIO ALL THE TIME CAUSE THAT JUST MAKES ME LOSE MUCSLE AN I NEVER GET REALY CUT. SHOULD I TAKE WINNY.. SHOULD I DIET AN DO CARDIO BUT USE TEST FOR MUCSLE. ANYTHING WOULD HELP GUYS. IM PRETTY SAD LATTLY I DONT GO OUT MUCH LET ME NO THANKS ALOT
 
If you think you are too fat now, why not diet down a bit. Then if you want to do a cycle, you can. Other than that, I find it really hard to follow your post. I was going cross eyed trying to read it!
 
I would try a simply tren/prop cycle for 8 weeks in combination with a low cal, high protein diet, and cardio 5 times a week.
 
Dude this guy is one of the ones that will get on some shit and then end up fucking himself up and they are gonna blame the gear. Man your problems are far beyond what gear can help you with, take care of those first and then think about it, Coming off gear will make you depressed??? SHit never happened to me.
 
Popichulo said:
Dude this guy is one of the ones that will get on some shit and then end up fucking himself up and they are gonna blame the gear. Man your problems are far beyond what gear can help you with, take care of those first and then think about it, Coming off gear will make you depressed??? SHit never happened to me.

This guys depression comes from having a poor self image due to his poor physical appearance. I think he needs to get his diet on track first and train hard and do some research before a cycle. Once he is ready though I thing steroids are something that can help him reach his personal goals and feel better about the way he looks. As far as being depressed when you go off winstrol, he is correct. Winstrol is psychoactive and if you are prone to depression it will probly make you depressed.
 
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