Did you have a short temper before tren? what changed?

[inhaus]

So I still haven't done any AAS. Still doing research at this point and I keep hearing people say "if you're not a dick before steroids, you won't be after" things like it makes a bad personality worse and nice people stay the same... Well, bad news is I'm a dick... Not like an uncontrollable raging violent one, but I'm pretty dry and blunt. When I'm under a lot of stress I can easily get frustrated and blow a gasket, it seems like ever since I've been in a caloric deficit this has been magnified quite a bit although it's not craving related since I don't really care what I eat, I don't spend time being angry that I'm not eating cheeseburger that really doesn't effect me it's just like my body is at a constant agitated state and I'm ready to redline a lot faster.

So here is the question, were any of you like this before using tren or other AAS that increase the agitation? If so, how'd you deal? For clarification I am never physically violent, I don't think that's in my head at all. Mostly I get frustrated with people, if I'm trying to get something done and people are trying to "help" but just making things harder for me I just freak out and scream until they leave me alone so I can finish what I'm doing (think branch warren working out and someone keeps asking him what protein powder he uses every 30 seconds)


So is this what I should expect?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ilpQxClCM8

 

[snowpatrol123]

First off, I'm no shrink but I have a few thoughts for you - take or leave them as you please

I think you should consider dealing with/addressing your temperament in the absence of hormones before you worry about what you'll be like with tren, for example

Completely up to you though, if you have things relatively under control with some coping mechanisms (deep breathing, whatever) you can continue that method with tren (or anything) in the mix and it should work

The main thing is to be self-aware enough that you're able to discern when you're maybe losing control, or about to, and somehow diffuse yourself or at least remove yourself from the situation.

 

[inhaus]

The main thing is to be self-aware enough that you're able to discern when you're maybe losing control, or about to, and somehow diffuse yourself or at least remove yourself from the situation.

This is key ^ and what my plan was... It's not something that is uncontrollable for me and it's not like I am punching holes in the wall or anything either so I don't want to make it sound like I'm a constant a hole.

My wife knows I can get like that so it's not some dark side of me that she doesn't know or doesn't understand, it's part of what she accepts as me. She is also supportive of everything I'm planning on doing (at least accepting) and knows that some of the things are going to agitate me more than normal and she might have to just walk away knowing I'm being a dik or just remind me I'm raging again. I'm hoping that being self aware that I'm going to get like that sometimes will help me be able to calm down ahead of time when I feel myself building up to a blow out. I guess my point in posting this thread is to find out from someone who has maybe had that short fuse before hand if this plan^ actually works in practice?

 

[a1951chevy]

Why even be talking about tren just run a mild cycle of test first see what happens if your not a serial killer now why would a little test turn you into one?

If you got an unfavorable mental state go talk to somebody professional that's why they exist is really isn't no big deal.

 

[halfwit]

Hahahaha, honestly dieting down makes me grumpier than AAS by a long shot. It's completely a mental game, but once you adjust - you're usually okay.

AAS just amplifies whatever emotions you have are. I do have a quick temper that has been worked on (mostly by the wife) over the years, and it can be a struggle to maintain composure at times. I do my best to save it for the gym, where I can let the monster out, but I have broken a few inanimate objects in my time.

I still have a ceiling light can that's bent in half sitting on the counter from when I couldn't get one of those retarded fluorescent replacement bulbs to seat properly, but that's about the worst of it.

Totally agree with chevy above, that's why test only is a great way to see how things go for you. I don't know how these guys that jump straight into tren and halo do it. Just seems like a recipe for disaster to me.

My .02c

 

[inhaus]

Why even be talking about tren just run a mild cycle of test first see what happens if your not a serial killer now why would a little test turn you into one?

If you got an unfavorable mental state go talk to somebody professional that's why they exist is really isn't no big deal.

I'm not saying I'm going to do tren 1st cycle, I'm simply researching all compounds at this point and trying to learn as much as possible while bringing up questions as I go.

 

[inhaus]

Hahahaha, honestly dieting down makes me grumpier than AAS by a long shot. It's completely a mental game, but once you adjust - you're usually okay.

Thought this was just me ^ I'm approaching the 60lbs lost mark hopefully in the next week or two here and man I have been a dick. Maybe bulking vs cutting cycles would be different? That's an interesting thought, have any of you noticed mood changes on the same compounds with bulking vs cutting?

 

[a1951chevy]

I've noticed how often I get laid is directly proportional to happiness level haha

 

[halfwit]

Thought this was just me ^ I'm approaching the 60lbs lost mark hopefully in the next week or two here and man I have been a dick. Maybe bulking vs cutting cycles would be different? That's an interesting thought, have any of you noticed mood changes on the same compounds with bulking vs cutting?

There's a HUGE difference! During cutting, you're always thinking about what you can and cannot eat. While I don't always get hungry on a cut as I've learned to be strategic with my fat/protein intake, it's a sudden craving for something that would cause me to hate life as I know giving in means an extra hour of cardio - which I hate with a seething passion.

Bulking is (within reason) being able to have that luscious cheesecake and nachos because you know you have leg day, and want those calories being put to use. Having that freedom just makes me happy, and dreading the inevitable cut that follows.

 

[tbonexl]

Controlling your inner asshole-ness is all part of growing up. We all wish we could be that lil kid on the tv commercial who throws his cell phone because the wait is long. But, most of us know better...

 

[49ER]

Before tren I still hadnt killed anyone it definitely makes you do crazy shit

 

[SJC]

I've noticed how often I get laid is directly proportional to happiness level haha

This is the fucking truth!

 

[inhaus]

I've noticed how often I get laid is directly proportional to happiness level haha

this is a welcome side effect my libido has been shit for the last year (about to turn 29 soon) and while I am still sexually active and have no problems preforming I just have no desire to initiate it and have to go out of my way to make sure I do rather than just avoiding it. I still have sex probably more than the average male, but I could stand to enjoy/want it more.

It's super weird tho I will wake up in the middle of the night horny as fuk and wake the wife like a raging animal. I think I have some kind of hormone level low that peaks during sleep maybe? I'm going to get a FHP blood run up done this week and see where everything is at...

 

[a1951chevy]

Haha I get that same thing in the middle of the night usually at like 3 to 4 am and I just conquer that vagina with my inner Ragnar Lorthbrook. She likes it but yeah we're does that come from? I'm think of adding some provion perhaps that's the missing key eh?

 

[Charles Bronson]

Hahahaha, honestly dieting down makes me grumpier than AAS by a long shot. It's completely a mental game, but once you adjust - you're usually okay.

AAS just amplifies whatever emotions you have are. I do have a quick temper that has been worked on (mostly by the wife) over the years, and it can be a struggle to maintain composure at times. I do my best to save it for the gym, where I can let the monster out, but I have broken a few inanimate objects in my time.

I still have a ceiling light can that's bent in half sitting on the counter from when I couldn't get one of those retarded fluorescent replacement bulbs to seat properly, but that's about the worst of it.

Totally agree with chevy above, that's why test only is a great way to see how things go for you. I don't know how these guys that jump straight into tren and halo do it. Just seems like a recipe for disaster to me.

My .02c

carb depleted + tren..

its next level,

and I'm already kinda grumpy/a dick just naturally