theblitzkrieg
Blitzkrieg
Totally normal. I get instant depression looking at vader69 avatar. I'll get there!!
Feel small :/
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skinnypete
Hammer Time
I think im small too.....even in my pants 
German89
JuiceBoxxx
R9
New member
Manorexia: if you don't get help here, please, get help somewhere.
Pretty normal though I think. If I let myself think about it I get ashamed of my little arms and want to put on a hoody so I don't offend anyone. Then I'll look around and realize I'm twice as wide as anyone I can see and I start feeling like a hideous freak and I just want to be still so people aren't afraid of me.
Punchline: I'm like 5-8, 210 -If I really were super skinny or super giant I'd be a mental wreck.
Pretty normal though I think. If I let myself think about it I get ashamed of my little arms and want to put on a hoody so I don't offend anyone. Then I'll look around and realize I'm twice as wide as anyone I can see and I start feeling like a hideous freak and I just want to be still so people aren't afraid of me.
Punchline: I'm like 5-8, 210 -If I really were super skinny or super giant I'd be a mental wreck.
skinnypete
Hammer Time
yea its kinda crazy im not that big but im not looking to be massive, with that being said i still want to grow. I still think i should grown i dont think im all that big but when i really take a look around...Even on tv actors in action movies and stuff, i look big....i dont get proud but thankful for the genetic make up of my body and with the discipline i have to eat and train correctly, (thanks to guys like yall and some of my buddies, acouple years ago i would be lost) but its makes me ambitious
THis bumbling fool is 5 10 190 8%bf
501s finest
Training to get Big!!
last cycle I felt small even on cycle, nobody asked if I was on anything. I've only been on this cycle for 3 weeks now and have had at least 5 people ask me what I'm on. Just a little test prop and tbol, damn leave me the fk alone lol. like at the bar last weekend, a old friend from high school comes up and says bro what are you taking to be getting big this fast. I feel small so I'm like wtf u mean big? he's twice my size, guess he was just used to seeing me at about 145-150. Sitting at 170 now was at 156-158 b/f cycle. 7 more weeks to go, hoping I feel big by then lol, doubt it though. My original goal was 175, i can already see that's not going to be big enough for me. I'll shoot for 195 probably, i'm 5'6-5'7.
501s finest
Training to get Big!!
anybody elses girl ask why it takes too long to get off? my ex starts thinking she's not doing something right. I'm like damn just shut up and enjoy it, feels great to me. starts thinking im not attracted to her anymore.
skinnypete
Hammer Time
yea man the second go around for sure on one of those late weekend nights sometimes i have to take it as a loss the second go around and just make her squirt than bugg her again in the morning
drjekyll28
New member
LOL when I began lifting I was like 195 will be perfect (started at 6'2 170), hit 195 then was like 215 will be perfect, hit 215 then was like nah 230 will be perfect, currently at 235 and now want to hit 245. Fuck.
And that doesn't include the desire for bigger lifts...
