Feeling anxious and down.

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Keevovxr

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Well some of you may have read my other post but thought I would write this out anyway in a bit more detail..... well here goes. I pinned test 400 6times (twice a week) along with 30mg of dbol but started to feel a bit of anxiety which I've never felt before in my life so decided juice wasn't for me so decided I would stop. But since my last pin which was 6days ago I've still got the anxiety and it's starting to get me down making me worry that I won't get back to normal. On the day of my last pin I also started HCG which I pinned 500ius of. Since then I took .5mg arimidex 2days in a row as I read too much estrogen can cause anxiety. I'm ok when I keep busy but whenever I've got a spare minute or lying in bed my mind is doing overtime and freaking me out. For the last few days I've been taking beta blockers to chill me out a bit. But them in turn make me anxious as I'm worrying that I'm going to always need them. So my question is...is this at all normal? Am I cracking up? Will post cycle therapy (pct) help? Need some info guys. My gf and family have been good as I'm able to talk to them about how I feel.

Any help is much appreciated.
 
well it s good you got a support group...you ran just enough gear to shut your natural test off but not enough to actually feel the good side of gear. However it ain t for everyone so..relax...all will settle back down to normal in time....stay busy wear yourself out
 
I Defo feel shut down as my testes are a lot smaller than normal etc. It's just the fear that this isn't the gear causing this if that makes sense. Also this was my first cycle.
 
Also should the gear not be making me feel good or is there a kind of inbetween stage between shut down and the gear "kicking in" ? As I know everybody says the test should kick in around week 4.
 
when my doc front loaded me with 600 mg i felt anxiety, sweats and sleeplessness for 2 or 3 days then it got slowly better till the second week and i got on a steady state
 
I've got nothing in life causing it I think I've just over thought the juice and freaked myself out. I just can't wait to start pct and start to return my body to its natty hormonal state. does that sound plausible?
 
I'm also based in Scotland and have been working 12hour nightshifts for the last month which I don't normally do so as of Monday I'm back to normal dayshift which should help as I might actually see some sunlight and see my gf and family on a regular basis. Don't know if this could be the cause.
 
You are going to be ok, this has happened to me in the past, I do find when I pct I start to feel better for a bit, stay with the Adex for this week and work down some of the Estro.. just give it time... and remeber if it ain't Scottish it's Crap!!!!
 
it usually last for a week then the anxiety and depression subsides bro
u feel sleepy, non motivated ect ect, dont wannt see anybody or talk to nobody, atleast for me, i hid downstairs as much as i could for about a week, but i just picked myself up and started to do stuff, and eventually the depression went away
as for the arimidex to much " free test" snd little to non estro will lead to anxiety or feeling anxious, ( in which in your post u said the complete opposite) it's trial and error as well, as for me i like alittle estro in me and dont use an Aromatase inhibitor (AI) what so ever and never had a prob with gyno or anxiety issues on a cycle, i feel a great sense of well being!, i personally think u are worrying way to much and it's getting to your head!
U shut your natty test down bro, now follow up PCT 14 days after your last pin and relax and keep busy!
 
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Ur prob overthinking it man. When u tamper with ur hormones in such an extreme way changes happen. Some can cope with it, others can't. PCT sucks NO MATTER WHAT. My buddy gets on anti anxiety meds when he jumps off.
 
What's effexor? A know back to work on Monday will make me get my finger out and then start pct next weekend. Was only going to run nolva but after a lot of reading today I'm going to run letro aswell even though it ain't good for your mood it will be better getting the guys back to full strength asap if you know what I mean.lol. and like some of you say I think I'm over thinking it, but it's hard not too when you've never felt this way before.

Anyway back to the science of it all...you think I'm best running the arimidex at .5mg per day until I start pct along with 500ius of HCG up until 4days before pct?
 
Working nights puts the body in a lot more stress than most think. Ykur sleep latern ia off, you go to work when the sun is down and get iff when the sun is down. Belive it or not the sun has a great stabablizing effect in the brain. Research depression and alaskan winters. Many people that move there suffer from deep depression because they do not see the "sun" for 6 months at a time.

Also to add to the fact that your personal life is suffering and you have gear on top if that I am sure that there is a cocktail for anxiety.

Do your PCT relax and once you know that your schedule is going to be steady then I would try again.

Good luck
 
Just run the nolvadex....You are over-thinking this whole thing...Also working the night shift probably did not help...your hormones are probably out of balance but don't worry they will return to normal.. Cycle was not that long so i would not worry about permanent damage.
 
Bro it's simple idk y ur even running HCG. Just Clomid for 3-4 weeks. You'll feel better after u get off the clomid. Personally i hate clomid and go with Torem and Adex, but a lot of bro's love the tried and true clomid
 
I'm getting Clomid on Tuesdays and will start in next Sunday. Am I wasting my time with HCG due to the short length of time I've been on test 400?
 
Bro honestly it sounds like you have anxiety issues regardless of the tiny amount of gear you used...the 6 shots and touch of dbol you did just added to your worrying but i doubt directly caused your issues...your gonna be fine my friend..just run your pct thru like you did a full cycle....i dont think your anxieity will go away after that but it will subside because subconciously you no the gear is outta your system..anxiety is a very real problem and left untreated can get worse...like matty boy said Effexxor is agreat anti anxieity med..there are many others as well.See you primary doc and tell him your feeling about your anxiety and he will prescribe the correct med for you...
No wories my friend your gonna be fine..:)
 
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