i been trying to be nice on here but Damn, dude.... r u trying to prove to us u want roids or trying to prove it to yourself? u seem doubtful anyway, but hell bro, lets here your work out, tell us what u do and we will tell u what to do to get bigger. and do not lie!!!!!!!!!!!! im sure it consists of biceps and chest everyday.... im less than an inch taller than u and i weigh 180 and have 10-12% BF. and thats all natural, u need to train and eat bro. just listen instead of being a dickhead, nobody here wants to hear your sob stories about how u get picked on. just fucking push it harder at the gym (well your garage) and eat bro, 4500 cals a day with 200g protein, come on man, just eat and train, forget about roids, if u dont want our advice get the fuck off of the damn wesite