Ya bro. I know this situation sucks, but it's not the end of the world. Take what u learned from this and look forward to your next cycle brotha. And you'll make it a good one. When I started using, I made some rookie mistakes too because I didn't do a thorough study of AAS like I should've, but I didn't know about this forum either. Wish I did, because it would've cleared a lot of things up much sooner, but it is what it is and the smartest thing you can do is pick everybody's brain on this site because I don't think there's any better knowledge out there when it comes to this shit. There are so many super smart and most of all experienced guys on here. The info and honesty you get on here is absolutely priceless in my opinion.