Crushercurtis
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Bloods are as follows.
Any suggestions on increasing Free Test, LH, FSH and lowering SHBG? Gonna start proviron today but my researching is conflicting, but most say it won't cause shut down at lower doses, some say it won't help with high SHBG. Only symptoms are libido. I can get only moderately horny around gf, if she leaves the room I'll loose the erection. She literally walked me from her room to the living room, which is like 10 steps, to have sex in front of a mirror, I was soft when we got there. If we have sex once, I"ll loose the erection the second time around and go soft inside her. Changing the position risks losing erection Orgasms don't feel good at all. Please help, she's supportive, but my tongue muscles are exhausted from trying to keep her happy.
My background
Disclaimers:
1. I've done stupid stuff in the past that I know now is stupid.
2. I kinda of like the trt/cruising. I feel like I just shrivel up between cycle and pct sucks especially when Cialis doesn't help.
Cycle 1
No baseline taken before (stupid). I felt fine though, super high sex drive as I was 26.
500 test e for 12 weeks
var weeks 1-4
Tbol weeks 8 -12
Pct ugl nolva clomid
Recovered and felt like was fine and 100% back to normal. No bloods though (stupid).
Cycle 2
test prop 800 wks 1-12
var wks 1-4 and wks 8-12
Pct ugl nolva clomid
Recovered and felt like shit. Got bloods and test was around 250.
Decided to cycle again and figured if I had the same bloods after pct as cycle 2, I would just cruise or TRT (stupid).
Cycle 3
Test prop 500 wks 1-12
NPP 800 wks 1-12
Var wkes 1-4 and wks 8 - 12
500iu hcg EW
pct ugl nolva clomid and Zinc & Copper
This is the first cycle that I had a libido issue while on, I know now that I cannon't take larger amounts of weak androgenic than test
Recovered felt decent, had weak libido only. Bloods were 400.
At this point I was torn. I knew I couldn't live with 400 forever, but I felt I wasn't done with aas either and i didn't want to go through a bunch of pcts protocols and struggle to get my natural test production back only to hop back on aas once it did come back. So I put off that decision and decided to cycle again (stupid).
Cycle 4
Test prop 500 wks 1-16
npp 500 wks 1-8
eq 800 wks 1-12
var wks 1-4 and wks 12-16
hcg 500 iu ew
pct was pharm grade nolva clomid and Zine & Copper
Blood test is pictured above I feel the best I've felt post pct since my first cycle. I think its because the pharm grade nolva/clomid. I think that my next pct will be 2 months of the stuff. I wish we could talk sources so all of you guys could get it.
I did a few things right though, I spaced all the the cycles out appropriate. I took more time off than on, definitely. I started at 26 I'll be 30 in NOV. I also always took the supporting sups for liver and ate clean. MY bp on eq800, test500 npp500, var700 was 118/ 74.
Any suggestions on increasing Free Test, LH, FSH and lowering SHBG? Gonna start proviron today but my researching is conflicting, but most say it won't cause shut down at lower doses, some say it won't help with high SHBG. Only symptoms are libido. I can get only moderately horny around gf, if she leaves the room I'll loose the erection. She literally walked me from her room to the living room, which is like 10 steps, to have sex in front of a mirror, I was soft when we got there. If we have sex once, I"ll loose the erection the second time around and go soft inside her. Changing the position risks losing erection Orgasms don't feel good at all. Please help, she's supportive, but my tongue muscles are exhausted from trying to keep her happy.
My background
Disclaimers:
1. I've done stupid stuff in the past that I know now is stupid.
2. I kinda of like the trt/cruising. I feel like I just shrivel up between cycle and pct sucks especially when Cialis doesn't help.
Cycle 1
No baseline taken before (stupid). I felt fine though, super high sex drive as I was 26.
500 test e for 12 weeks
var weeks 1-4
Tbol weeks 8 -12
Pct ugl nolva clomid
Recovered and felt like was fine and 100% back to normal. No bloods though (stupid).
Cycle 2
test prop 800 wks 1-12
var wks 1-4 and wks 8-12
Pct ugl nolva clomid
Recovered and felt like shit. Got bloods and test was around 250.
Decided to cycle again and figured if I had the same bloods after pct as cycle 2, I would just cruise or TRT (stupid).
Cycle 3
Test prop 500 wks 1-12
NPP 800 wks 1-12
Var wkes 1-4 and wks 8 - 12
500iu hcg EW
pct ugl nolva clomid and Zinc & Copper
This is the first cycle that I had a libido issue while on, I know now that I cannon't take larger amounts of weak androgenic than test
Recovered felt decent, had weak libido only. Bloods were 400.
At this point I was torn. I knew I couldn't live with 400 forever, but I felt I wasn't done with aas either and i didn't want to go through a bunch of pcts protocols and struggle to get my natural test production back only to hop back on aas once it did come back. So I put off that decision and decided to cycle again (stupid).
Cycle 4
Test prop 500 wks 1-16
npp 500 wks 1-8
eq 800 wks 1-12
var wks 1-4 and wks 12-16
hcg 500 iu ew
pct was pharm grade nolva clomid and Zine & Copper
Blood test is pictured above I feel the best I've felt post pct since my first cycle. I think its because the pharm grade nolva/clomid. I think that my next pct will be 2 months of the stuff. I wish we could talk sources so all of you guys could get it.
I did a few things right though, I spaced all the the cycles out appropriate. I took more time off than on, definitely. I started at 26 I'll be 30 in NOV. I also always took the supporting sups for liver and ate clean. MY bp on eq800, test500 npp500, var700 was 118/ 74.
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