i'm sort of stuck with what to do next with my body. im 15% and im not big like i want to be. im really tired of this expensive bullshit eating clean and doing half-assed roid cycles and not getting very far. god damn, so what should i do, i need a plan to get me bigger and leaner at the same time and i dont know what to do. ive never done a real cycle so anything will be great i guess. im broke, i dont have much money, just enough to do a cycle i guess. what a bunch of bullshit, anyway, i want it to be really simple. im really pissed right now because im sick of this shit, i wish i can get away with using 250mg test per week. but i guess not. i like being on gear, but if im going to do this, i dont want to come off. ill stay on 1 amp per week and cycle up to 4 per week (1000mg). i fuckin HATE the price of arimidex. and this illegal bullshit law about roids make me fuckin sick. i want to get big and lean at the same time, i think it can be done. im not over my limit so why not? man, fuck, i need help with this bodybuilding bullshit. i dont have the genes or the money for it. what should i do 10 weeks? 40 weeks? what do i need to do to look like a fuckin sick ass bodybuilder with veins coming out of my fuckin neck and body the size of my fuckin pinky!!