Hey guys.. i'm 22 now and i did a few small cycles on a show..
I've been off for around 8 months now and look very small/ flat...
Smaller than i was when i was natural..
I feel weak, no motivation, diet all over the place.
I lifted for around 6-7 years now, started a few cycles around 2 years ago.
I'd say 3 cycles : (2) test 100 eod and var 50mg a day
Then for my show i threw in 50 mg tren ace every day
Tren fkd me up. I now have crazy acne on my back and stomach shoulders.. starting to go away now.
Vitamin b5, doxy/moni/tetra cycline doesnt help anymore.. zinc.. creams.. topical accutane, accutane doesnt help it
I feel very weak all the time, tired early in my workout.. weakest ive been all my life..
I usually eat 1lb chicken or more a week.. oatmeal every morning
But i recently started working alot.. truck driver, pounding 16 hours a day.. sleeping 1-2 times a day in my truck
messes with my diet.. lift 2 x a week now, i feel very depressed now when i think about it..
do you bruhs have any suggestions? I dont want to juice anymore its not for me i always break out..
ive had a girl for 2 years now and i dont act like a zyzz knt anymore, low confidence in the gym, wear hoodies now
as opposed to cutoffs feel like i have social anxiety and i used to be the most fun confident mff....
what shud i do zzzzz =\\
Here are some pics. . of how i used to look and how i look now...
I was 170lb shredded and now im 158 slightly chubby
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I've been off for around 8 months now and look very small/ flat...
Smaller than i was when i was natural..
I feel weak, no motivation, diet all over the place.
I lifted for around 6-7 years now, started a few cycles around 2 years ago.
I'd say 3 cycles : (2) test 100 eod and var 50mg a day
Then for my show i threw in 50 mg tren ace every day
Tren fkd me up. I now have crazy acne on my back and stomach shoulders.. starting to go away now.
Vitamin b5, doxy/moni/tetra cycline doesnt help anymore.. zinc.. creams.. topical accutane, accutane doesnt help it
I feel very weak all the time, tired early in my workout.. weakest ive been all my life..
I usually eat 1lb chicken or more a week.. oatmeal every morning
But i recently started working alot.. truck driver, pounding 16 hours a day.. sleeping 1-2 times a day in my truck
messes with my diet.. lift 2 x a week now, i feel very depressed now when i think about it..
do you bruhs have any suggestions? I dont want to juice anymore its not for me i always break out..
ive had a girl for 2 years now and i dont act like a zyzz knt anymore, low confidence in the gym, wear hoodies now
as opposed to cutoffs feel like i have social anxiety and i used to be the most fun confident mff....
what shud i do zzzzz =\\
Here are some pics. . of how i used to look and how i look now...
I was 170lb shredded and now im 158 slightly chubby
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