Rip is right. We live in an increasingly estrogen driven society. I have had your problems, and know from experience how hopeless it seems. ED should be viewed in the category of quality of life issues. When you are drowning and asking your Doc (who we have all been conditioned to go to for help) for help, and he's doing nothing but standing over you and describing the water--There is a problem. I had to do research to get my levels checked-- Our corrupt healthcare system wanted to charge $250-$300 just for testing total T...which would not give all the info. we needed. It is A CRIME that I should have had to find testing ON MY OWN--because the Doctors didnt want to do anything, or would just rip you off in the process of telling you that you are fine when you feel like you are dying. Bottom line--the so called ranges are completely false.. Im sure the charts you find online, and the statistics showing no need for TRT when levels are at LEAST 400 are more accurate. Im sure you would get charged for an office visit just the same. I was at the brink of killing myself before a doc would listen. Having to worry about all of this shit is, of course, going to contribute to ED. All of us, no matter from what background, started working out in order to acheive what was not going to be handed to us--and in doing so you have to break away from the herd. Start out easy, but if youdont get help and feel the need to get your own T and run 125 mgs--DO IT. When you feel better, everything will be more at ease---( &THAT IS THE IMPORTANT THING--YOUR QUALITY OF LIFE./WELL BEING.) If you need to continue to run T, You will know in time...and its a means to an end..But why SUFFER in the mean time? I'll be damned if I will go along with being told Im fine because a BS chart says I am. In the end, YOU and YOU ALONE are left to live with the choices/consequence/fallout..Docs dont care. If I feel like i need a bump of T, Im going to get some T. If im starving, and my ribcage is showing--but a doc or anyone else glances up from their stockholder report to tell me im not hungry--Im gonna eat.
Brother,
If you want to get the surgery because you think it is causing the problem, and its not too expensive or risky to you--then go ahead and get it. Although you want to have some numbers to work with, (testing your T levels ) dont worry about the number--as long as you are feeling good and performing like you want. Look at it like this--women in the gym, or the ones thinking about losing weight, are so concerned with the number, instead of how they look. A chick might drop bodyfat% and add muscle weight and look 10x better, but freak when she get on the scale and see the number. If Im F****N like a porn star, and you pulled me off the set to whisper "Hey , Ram..your t levels are at 280-320" Why would I care? Unless I focused on that number and it fucked me up. The number, which is based on a system that is either misinformed, or lying to you in the first place--is irrelevant compared to how you feel and perform. If that doctor that told you your levels "were in the normal range" gave you a printed report showing that--So that if you failed to perform with your girlfriend you could just throw the paper down on her back and say "No...its ok..Im in the norm..SEE?" would that set your mind at ease? Claro que no!! It is how you feel and perform.
You could do Clomid right now, and its not going to hurt anything. Its not permanent. And its not going to do any permanent damage as long as you dont pour a bowl of it to use for cereal in the morning. The same is true for the test. You are working out and trying to be healthy and live a well rounded life--not balancing uppers and downers, crack and meth--Think of how many people abuse their body like that (and in some cases, bastards have no problems)...
The point is, I know from experience it seem like the house is burning down around you and everyone is telling you its fine. But relax--if nothing else, the same way you dont accept just passing by and letting your body deteriorate like many others, you will not allow this condition or bump in the road to rule. IF NOTHING ELSE--YOU KNOW that the T will get the job done, as well as viagra, cialis etc....
Dont over think it. Look at it like you have safety net keeping you from falling and dying. If it were 30 to 50 years ago, you would just be screwed--but you are not. I think that if you go get your total and free T levels checked, then get yourself some T and Viagra-- the problem will subside, because youll be able to let your mind relax and focus on other things like living a normal balanced life. Dont focus on these numbers holding your destiny ---
Finding your gear isnt hard. Stick around and read. I hope this helps. Let us know how your are doing.
"Im just gotta get big and strong brother"....."Yes you are my friend"
Brother,
I re-read your original post,and it just pisses me off..You went to 3 doctors and did you feel better after? No. So a couple basically told u that u were not sick enough tohelp. F that. If your car was out of gas what would you do? Forget "needing" cialis/viagra...F'n take it or at least have on hand. Day to day I dont need a spare tire or protection for my home, but ive got it.
You need to cut the gf out of the discussion on what you are doing/gonna do. You dont help her w tampons/douche feminine maintenance stuff, so she doesnt need to be involved. Her giving her opinions/input wil only stress youmore and compound theproblem.
I would even run 250 mg of test per wk for your 1st cycle. See if you can find a blend of test prop/enanthate so you get some immediate relief.
Also; Watching Ike Turner in "Whats love got to with it ?" is a natural way to raise test levels.
I know you are tired of feeling that way, but if you havent done a cycle before--I sure as hell wouldnt do 500 mgs/wk. The reason you want to start at 125 to 250 mg/wk is so that you always have room to go up. If you start really high--how much are you going to run later on? Ive probably done about 8 to 10 cycles (dont remember for sure)--but Ive only went over 250/wk once. Honestly, you shouldnt need more than 250 to see/feel signifigant to dramatic differnce. I dont think anyone would disagree with that. If you are really just anxious, and not wanting to wait (which is why i think you are saying youre gonna run 500 mgs/wk) see if you cant find a blend of propionate and enanthate. The prop will kick fast and the enanthate will have an extended release. If you start out doing too much you could shut your natural test production down--then you would have a problem. If you cant find the blend you can get them seperate.
Just tell the gf..."Yes, yea, yep, youre right", and go get your gear.
Hello guys, I NEED HELP !
I am 41yrs. old on test cypionate for over 6 weeks,before i started the test my lab number of 131,with all the signs of just existing in life.It felt like i couldnt focus on anything,depressed,bones ached.My endo has me taking 1ml per week,im feeling a little better but now im in the gym wanting to know if stacking anything with the test would help drop some weight,and help me get some endurance back,i still at times feel lethargic from time to time and what to feel more energy.Also i still feel stiff in my joints,bones,,is there anything that can help that as well? im 5 11 ,300lbs and also was wanting to know if i should bump up the test. I hope to hear back from someone, thank you.