Think i messed up
I have so many questions it is unreal!
I am 24 years old, 6'1", 215lbs. Currently taking test cypionate 250mg 1cc weekly, and sermorelin acetate 20iu nightly.
How it all started?
Well i was feeling depressed as hell! Never wanted to workout, absolutely ZERO sex drive, no ambition,and unhappy with life! I seen a commercial on tv talking about low testosterone so i did alot of research on the stuff. Right out of high school i took Deca, Test, and Winstrawl. So i thought i messed up my natural levels by taking steroids at such a young age. A man i work with (rediculously huge) told me that he had the ability to obtain some testosterone for me. He suggested that i take a bottle of Deca and a bottle of Test Enanthate. So here i am taking this test e 300mg twice a week and deca 250 twice a week (600mg test, 500mg deca weekly). I got big, my mood was great, i had energy, i was looking good. GYNO! Man at work told me to take tamoxifene. BUNK! So i go to this anti-aging clinic and told them my story and situation. Blood pressure was 187/128! He gave me arimadex, and gyno cleared up. Did my blood test and the test level was at 1600! (through the roof) and my gf1 was like 240 kinda low for a 24 year old. He switched me to test cypionate 250 1cc a week and sermorilen 20iu nightly. He wanted to lower my test levels to a consistant 1000-1200 range and wants to get my gf-1 up to around 400.
Blood pressure had gone down to like 136/90. He still wanted the blood pressure lower so he told me to quit smoking and he prescribed me chantix. Now i am about to go on a cruise and i wanted to slim down i asked him about winstrawl and he flipped his shit... so he prescribed me phentermine.....
So now here i am taking test cypionate 250mg 1cc weekly, sermorelin 20iu nightly, chantix 1mg twice a day, phentermine every morning, and arimadex every other morning. WTF did i get myself into! I dont want to have to take testosterone for the rest of my life if it is not needed... Im wondering if they are doing right by my age and levels... and the chantix helped me quit smoking but it puts me back in a depressed mood and makes me want to drink alchohol constantly. I am scared to quit all together. I just want to be happy, have energy, and look good. Please feel free to tell me how stupid i am if you want to
Maybe im just over thinking everything...