My next cycle. Test, EQ, Masteron, Anavar

You couldn't figure out how to dose a syringe knowing the volume. Pretty basic shit. You knew it was 1mL. You know you needed 0.2 mL. Multiple whatever marking my 0.2

I understood your question. you dont understand what an iu is.
 
So some update...
I got caught up in some parole/prohibition shit or whatever its called...
So my cycle ended abruptly, no hcg blast, no more testo, no ai, no clomid, no nolva.... Just cold turkey with about 1.5 week left of cycle.

Lost 2-3kg during the 3 weeks sentence and when I came out I was so depressed I went into a coke/benzo/oxy binge for a week... Lost another 4kg...
Sure, most of it was water but I look so fucking depleted and pretty much exactly like I did when i started the cycle minus like 10% bodyfat lol...

4.5 months and 2000 usd later for nothing... I also had to be hospitalized for eye infection (no idea where it came from) but would have gone blind if I waited another week... I'm on 3 different antibiotics including eye drops now.
I've been doing 1k IU HCG blast for 2 days now, gonna finish the vial I had and then jump on clomid/nolva/proviron...

But it'll take a while for my "addiction health drawbacks" to level out and me becoming myself again... Guessing a week or two.
I do have one bottle of test e thats very very tempting to jump on a short TRT...but doubt my body needs more shit in it, it needs rest...

I feel so lost, useless and depressed...
And my dick stopped working again, just like last cycle... But at least i know why and it aint deca dick this time...

I just want to die pretty much...
 
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I fucked up and I look like shit compared to a month ago....

BUT FUCKING 14 MONTHS HELL IS FUCKING OVER... IM BACK BABY...
FINALLY....

No more bullshit girlfriends, no more parole, no more piss tests.... NO MORE FUCKING GOVERMENT, EAT A DICK!!!!!

And i've done so much coke lately I dont fuckin want anymore...

Lets get back on track... We'll start out with dating extreme... I'ma fuck so many bitches they'll need to create a new viagra company :D

See you for next cycles broskis :D
 
Was getting fucked up in the park today and of course after a while it started becoming macho, who can do the most chin ups/pull ups on the monkey bars...

I didn't really wanna participate for obvious reasons but said fuckit cuz of the peer pressure and I ended up shaming everyone, not only with perfect form but I did 6/9 reps more on both...
So... I might have lost a fuck ton of weight but it has had to be mostly water because I've seem to have lost very little strength, very weird...

Gonna hit the gym next week since I'll be starting boxing anyhow and find out just how bad shit is, but made me feel bit more at ease :)
 
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I have dropped 20lbs under eating (135lbs) and jumped back into the high 150s with just eating. When I went onto TRT I was back down in the 130s and hit the gym like a cycle for about 20 wks and went up to a pretty lean 173 lbs. I can hold the high 160s now with no lifting or even hard work just eating. Heaviest of my life. I'd agree losses are a lot of water weight.

Get er done and dont forget to let the ladies on top. Let them use you and ride you till they are shaking and digging their nail in gasping for air. I love that shit. "You want some D? Well . . . . here it is . . . what you gonna do with it?" End up getting put on the speed dial!!!

"Papa . . . .I had a bad day. Can I come over for a ride? I need to release some stress." haha
 
PapaNoel said:
I fucked up and I look like shit compared to a month ago....

BUT FUCKING 14 MONTHS HELL IS FUCKING OVER... IM BACK BABY...
FINALLY....

No more bullshit girlfriends, no more parole, no more piss tests.... NO MORE FUCKING GOVERMENT, EAT A DICK!!!!!

And i've done so much coke lately I dont fuckin want anymore...

Lets get back on track... We'll start out with dating extreme... I'ma fuck so many bitches they'll need to create a new viagra company :D

See you for next cycles broskis :D
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brotherman Im glad you slowed your roll. you just went through a hell of alot man and glad you got your head back on and ready to do it right.
hope it goes well and looking forward to your journey back to being the PIMP that you are!
 
PapaNoel said:
So some update...
I got caught up in some parole/prohibition shit or whatever its called...
So my cycle ended abruptly, no hcg blast, no more testo, no ai, no clomid, no nolva.... Just cold turkey with about 1.5 week left of cycle.

Lost 2-3kg during the 3 weeks sentence and when I came out I was so depressed I went into a coke/benzo/oxy binge for a week... Lost another 4kg...
Sure, most of it was water but I look so fucking depleted and pretty much exactly like I did when i started the cycle minus like 10% bodyfat lol...

4.5 months and 2000 usd later for nothing... I also had to be hospitalized for eye infection (no idea where it came from) but would have gone blind if I waited another week... I'm on 3 different antibiotics including eye drops now.
I've been doing 1k IU HCG blast for 2 days now, gonna finish the vial I had and then jump on clomid/nolva/proviron...

But it'll take a while for my "addiction health drawbacks" to level out and me becoming myself again... Guessing a week or two.
I do have one bottle of test e thats very very tempting to jump on a short TRT...but doubt my body needs more shit in it, it needs rest...

I feel so lost, useless and depressed...
And my dick stopped working again, just like last cycle... But at least i know why and it aint deca dick this time...

I just want to die pretty much...
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damn Papa. what a ride. glad its all over. you cant keep a good man down.
 
Mycelium said:
I have dropped 20lbs under eating (135lbs) and jumped back into the high 150s with just eating. When I went onto TRT I was back down in the 130s and hit the gym like a cycle for about 20 wks and went up to a pretty lean 173 lbs. I can hold the high 160s now with no lifting or even hard work just eating. Heaviest of my life. I'd agree losses are a lot of water weight.

Get er done and dont forget to let the ladies on top. Let them use you and ride you till they are shaking and digging their nail in gasping for air. I love that shit. "You want some D? Well . . . . here it is . . . what you gonna do with it?" End up getting put on the speed dial!!!

"Papa . . . .I had a bad day. Can I come over for a ride? I need to release some stress." haha
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That makes me a little more at ease... I for sure lost muscle, im down to 60kg now... BUT...i didnt lose much definition, i think i've heavily overdosed all the peptides cuz after a weekend with 5 escorts and double the yayo i was super slim.
Then gave up on diet due to benzo so gained belly fat....

I know I said it last week...but next friday is my tattoo shops new owners opening and thats the last party for the year (with drugs) and ill be back to having training as my addiction.
And in 4 days new boxing session starts too so should rebounce fairly decent, i hope...

Man, you know I love you and Just love to argue and its all water on the bridge...but at least admit you trolled me cuz you were pissed at my attitude in other threads and we all good :)
 
Nicky_eye_lids said:
damn Papa. what a ride. glad its all over. you cant keep a good man down.
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Yeh, was so retarded, got caught with just under 3 ounces of weed....but I also had 3 lsd tabs...
And apparently, my country deem that the worst drug of all, above coke, heroin anything... So instead of a 2000 fine.... I got a 5200 fine plus had to pay labtests and shit....
Parole is kinda nice here, you visit yours twice per month and leave piss test....

With that said... I finally managed to pay of the mortgage debt/loan on my apartment so now I own it, my name, nobody can say shit. First "real" thing I own, i very proud :D
 
Nicky_eye_lids said:
brotherman Im glad you slowed your roll. you just went through a hell of alot man and glad you got your head back on and ready to do it right.
hope it goes well and looking forward to your journey back to being the PIMP that you are!
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If slowing the roll equals 6 more escorts, one stayed 12 hours, cooked and cleaned my whole house while giving me blowjobs lol...
And i was up 4 days on yayo without sleep and pretty much food...

But im so tired of party, fucking and just feeling shit... Ill be back soon enough
 
You've suddenly stopped a pretty substantial AAS cycleb with peptides cold turkey follwed by hookers and blow man. What are you expecting?

Test suspension and viagra I guess.

Still won't help if your E is crashed/seems crashed or something with the SERMS and AI use.

You're all over the place man. You need a deep breath and a day to just grab ahold or something. Jail time, hookers and blow, suddenly stopping PCT for a nose job while wondering why yo8r dicks doing what its its doing. Form a plan and pit things into perspective and into what is most important.
 
Run out the pct, get bloodwork, evaluate.

Doing a 6 month cycle, with limited pct, and drugs on top of it is not going to end well.

In the nicest way possible, get your shit together bro.
 
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