Well these forums have a Wonderfull function. It's call search. You are no way ready for gear if you have no idea what your doing. Search first cycle threads. How's your diet? It's probably great just like everyone else thinks. You don't just take a needle in the ass and you get big. Doesn't work like that. The biggest concern is getting your natty test back when your cycle is over and keeping your gains. Shitty diet+end of cycle= lose all your gains. Stick around and read people threads and research how steroids work. Read the side effects and how not to fuck yourself up. Trust me its worth the wait