Hi guys I need some help about 6 months ago I did a course of steroids for 8 weeks deca and subs + dianabols . I used correct pct all went good no problems. About 6 weeks after I did another course I had to cut short after 4 weeks and didn't use correct pct I suffered from depression and lack of sex drive for a good month or two. It's all cleared up now I still feel insecure about the usual shit. I'm wondering have I fucked my test production as I don't feel confident anymore I'm thinking of using steroids again I know it's the wrong thing to do... Any advice? I was 17 when I did the two courses yes I know it was wrong so please no posts going OMG YOUR AN IDIOT that doesn't help me I know I'm in the wrong I just want to get myself out of the shit .