So new to forums. Not really sure what to expect. Definitely frustrated with my natural tess level of 95.
i'll go through history.
About age 35 started getting tired more and more. Started feeling so weak i couldn't sleep and felt like driving to work was like trying to function on 2 hours of sleep running into curbs etc. Went to doc who started androgel. Helped but never went over 300. Felt better but new this wasn't normal. Used to have energy all day long naturally. Went to a gym that used cyp and was offered. Said no for a while and finally after over 2 years using it didn't go anywhere. Cheaper to use cyp inj even though i was very nervous and hate needles. Became used to it and felt way better as i used it. After 2 months felt normal again. I was able to hit the gym 3 timers a week and slowly increased muscle mass. Fought every week in the gym to gain those 2-3 extra reps a week and was happy with that. Levels were 650-690 and felt good. Supply became inconsistent over time. Last vial i bought couldnt have been sterile. Injection sites swelled and warm to the touch every spot. Couldn't even sleep pain was so bad so dumped it. Went back to androgel but at 350. Enough to be normal functioning and can have 2 trips to the gym a week but thats about it. Can't recover enough to lift like i used to. Not looking for a quick fix ok with fighting to make gains. Just want to be normal again around 7-800 levels. Could use some direction. Looking to DIY gear as i cannot count on legit supplies. My endocrinologist pretends to be cool but only wants me to run labs and pad his patient visits every 6 weeks. Copays are ridiculous and my insurance sucks. Not getting anywhere except broke. Any help would be appreciated.
i'll go through history.
About age 35 started getting tired more and more. Started feeling so weak i couldn't sleep and felt like driving to work was like trying to function on 2 hours of sleep running into curbs etc. Went to doc who started androgel. Helped but never went over 300. Felt better but new this wasn't normal. Used to have energy all day long naturally. Went to a gym that used cyp and was offered. Said no for a while and finally after over 2 years using it didn't go anywhere. Cheaper to use cyp inj even though i was very nervous and hate needles. Became used to it and felt way better as i used it. After 2 months felt normal again. I was able to hit the gym 3 timers a week and slowly increased muscle mass. Fought every week in the gym to gain those 2-3 extra reps a week and was happy with that. Levels were 650-690 and felt good. Supply became inconsistent over time. Last vial i bought couldnt have been sterile. Injection sites swelled and warm to the touch every spot. Couldn't even sleep pain was so bad so dumped it. Went back to androgel but at 350. Enough to be normal functioning and can have 2 trips to the gym a week but thats about it. Can't recover enough to lift like i used to. Not looking for a quick fix ok with fighting to make gains. Just want to be normal again around 7-800 levels. Could use some direction. Looking to DIY gear as i cannot count on legit supplies. My endocrinologist pretends to be cool but only wants me to run labs and pad his patient visits every 6 weeks. Copays are ridiculous and my insurance sucks. Not getting anywhere except broke. Any help would be appreciated.