Sounds like you don't have enough protein in there so support the increase in protein synthesis the AAS provides, you really need to capitalize on that as it's the whole point.
You mention starting your day with fruit, I see no mention of protein in there and you're training right after you eat the fruit, so when your training you don't have any amino acids in you and you're tearing muscle down, this is no good. Either way you need protein in breakfast, after a night of not eating your body is fasted and catibolic so you need protein as soon as you're up. You also need protein before you're workout.
I myself get up a little extra early to have breakfast then let that digest, since I go to the gym in the morning too I make sure I give myself time. So decent sized breakfast with complex carbs, protein and some fats. Around an hour and a half later I head up the gym so I down a protein shake quick with some MCT or coconut oil for a quick energy source, then shake and complex carbs after the workout.
I'm by no means a diet expert but it appears that's surely your problem, you need more protein And surely with breakfast and pre workout, I would swap some of the fruit for a complex carb like oats too.
I eat protien directly after workout I just use fruit as energy pre-workout do I need to add protien before pre workout too?