How did I jump to a conclusion? It is your decision to make, I respect that 100%. I have made plenty of hasty decisions and had to live with the consequences as many of us on the forum have. All anyone tried to do was share their experience to possibly steer you out of harms way. You didn't respond to any advice given in the other thread and you took a huge risk at possibly damaging your health and possibly testing positive for PEDs, that is purely an observation. Sorry if I seem gruff, but we see this again and again, people ask a question don't like the answer or that we don't cosign their plan.