Sleep?

[toco]

OK so a few days into 3rd week of cycle now... All seems OK. Libido is fine. still horny. Getting some acny. Yesterday tho, I started getting the same syptoms, anxiety/ready to pull the plug on the cycle, felt like breaking down and crying, especially seeing msome pics of me and the missus last year where everything was perfect and I didn't experience feeling shit for the past half year which I put down to abusing my body with steroids. Because when I come off a while back for 3-4 weeks I felt better then ever. Now back on cycle im feeling a bit numb in the mind again, hard to feel emotions and shit(anyone know whats causing this)

sleep? After having a big sleep from last nigh tot this morning im feeling ok again but a bit groggy. Im assuming the androgens are hard on my cns and sleep isn't the best. Been tested for sleep apnea and came back mild, nothing to warrant the machine so now im looking at something that will give me a nice refreshing deep sleep. also going to try and get bloods done today, and seeing as im not using an Aromatase inhibitor (AI) or dopamine antagonist, was going to try e2 and prolactin, just haven't come yet, stil waiting on them...... Alho at least nips aren't itchy or puffy . but suspecting e2 may be high. So ill try and test for it.

but does anyone know why im feeling numb on cycle, sorta hazy/ foggy/ hard to feel emotions kinda thing. ?

 

[imdennis]

sleep is for the weak you fuckin pussy!

 

[imdennis]

sounds like ur e2 is too high, honestly if it bugs you that much just stop taking steroids, its not meant for everyone

 

[toco]

im thinking its from my sleep because I can feel groggy waking up and not refreshed which may be numbing. Was going to try the cpap machine but seeing as the tests came back mild at best I figured id try a step below it and try any prescription drugs or OTC that ppl recommened. Or supps like GH blast etc.
fusion shuteye

 

[toco]

sounds like ur e2 is too high, honestly if it bugs you that much just stop taking steroids, its not meant for everyone

I am on the edge mate. Ive given them enough of a chance tbh and it was a lot better feeling being off cycle than on cycle tbh. Altho the pump and the way I look in the gym is friggin awesome. And when they reach peak blood saturation after a few weeks the size gains are awesome!

 

[imdennis]

sounds like a mental thing to me, if ur e2 was high when you came off a cycle ud still feel shitty, seems like you just have a mental thing going on since you know by injecting all this stuff you're puttin your body through hell, if i were u id jsut post cycle therapy (pct) off and stop taking them, fuck it, you can look good and jacked naturally too, not worth going on an emotional roller coaster for added size

 

[toco]

sounds like a mental thing to me, if ur e2 was high when you came off a cycle ud still feel shitty, seems like you just have a mental thing going on since you know by injecting all this stuff you're puttin your body through hell, if i were u id jsut post cycle therapy (pct) off and stop taking them, fuck it, you can look good and jacked naturally too, not worth going on an emotional roller coaster for added size

This is true mate. I think it may all be mental to, and yes I thought the same thing, oh im on steroids, I feel guilty as all hell now because I know ive been on for so long and I have promised the missus ill come off etc. Nah e2 shouldn't have been high when I came off my last cycle I was on 750mg sus and 600deca for 3 weeks and using 0.25mg armidex eod so it wouldnd have been high. It may be high now because im on 250mg of sus with no ai.

 

[imdennis]

u were feeling shitty last cycle with Aromatase inhibitor (AI) so its not like its e2 related...

 

[toco]

u were feeling shitty last cycle with Aromatase inhibitor (AI) so its not like its e2 related...

not that I know off. Unless I required more. I just don't really feel myself tbh. Feel blank.. Sometimes no emotions or feelings. Not happy just bland. Im putting it down to the steroid use but I like using steroids and trying to figure out whats causing this. Im really going to try and see this cycle through because I want to lok my best for my cuzins wedding in September. so I don't have that long to go really. TBH I think deca was a waste and I should just gone with NPP. in future ill stick to 6 week cycles after a LONG break tho.

 

[toco]

maybe its prolactin because I did use a lot of tren without an caber or PRami back last year, did like 3-4 tren blasts haha. Prolactin came back JUST within range tho.

and so did E2

 

[imdennis]

if i had to put my money on anything its that you feel guilty, all mental, just live your life, get off roids

 

[clman8585]

Imo you seem too soft for this world. Aas os most likely not for you..

 

[toco]

if i had to put my money on anything its that you feel guilty, all mental, just live your life, get off roids

hmmm true mate. Easier said than done tho,because I knowi can make good gains on the roids . Well ill give this cycle a few more days and judge from there!. But
does anyone have any suggestions on anything that may help?

austenite I thought I read somewhere where you or someone else were like if you think cycling makes you feel good, try this.... and it was a supplement or an OTC thing.

not rec drug.

 

[toco]

Imo you seem too soft for this world. Aas os most likely not for you..

Yes I realize that mate. All of last year I used a lot of test cyp and different lab tren and had no issues, felt the same, felt good etc. Now most of this year been feeling average. Altho I did switch sources, but the ingerdiant is the same, test is test, tren is tren, just different labels and from 2 different guys.

Austinite can u reccomened anything for a decent refreshing night sleep just while im on cycle? so its not going to be a long term abuse thing. Then when im off cycle I can re asses how I feel. I also think I feel a bit shit due to my good intake, I experimented, I ate nothing on Saturday no heavy meals just a few snacks etc and felt good by the end of the day, then when I eat heavy, stick to my macros and get in 3600-4000cals I feel groggy/sleepy/lerthagic. And it may interrupt my sleep. Well a few more weeks to go of this then its done! But yeh austenite if you can recommend something for deep refresing sleep.

 

[toco]

gona bump this. still after some sorta sleeping product. feel like my sleep is fucking shit house, feeling tired a lot of the times and cranky. need something for deep refreshing sleep or ima have to try the cpap machine or just wait this cycle out

 

[halfwit]

Try melatonin, it works better than most sleep aids and is a natural product. It doesn't do much for me, but I am on a CPAP machine, so I know what my problem was. Just start off with low doses as it can make you really sluggish in the morning.

 

[bigtimechief]

You're getting good gains? Does it really matter? Look at what you're going through. You sound absolutely miserable. Really bro, it is worth it? I think if it was, you wouldn't be on these forums constantly looking for help getting through it.

 

[TheFitnessLife4ever]

Get off AAS altogether.... Problem solved

 

[Frankensmurf]

I am on the edge mate. Ive given them enough of a chance tbh and it was a lot better feeling being off cycle than on cycle tbh. Altho the pump and the way I look in the gym is friggin awesome. And when they reach peak blood saturation after a few weeks the size gains are awesome!

Im about eights weeks into a cycle and have some problems having a good sleep often. I get night sweats at times. I feel better also when off cycle that on but I go into a cycle knowing that this might happen and just put up with it and know it is only temporary.

I am doing Test E 250 mgs EOD
Deca 125 mgs EOD
Tren A 100 mgs EOD

I wanted to see how I would feel mixing Deca and Tren in the same cycle. Getting some great size and wild pumps.

I did 100 mgs of Anadrol ED for the first 4 weeks. I think next cycle I will do Dbols instead. Went for 3 days with one or two hours of sleep each day on Anadrol. Dont like the sides from Anadrol

 

[Frankensmurf]

gona bump this. still after some sorta sleeping product. feel like my sleep is fucking shit house, feeling tired a lot of the times and cranky. need something for deep refreshing sleep or ima have to try the cpap machine or just wait this cycle out

How much longer is your cycle?
I dont sleep well either but I think you should just ride it out if its not much longer.