the gear is real, the pain is from the consentration of bb and ba it takes a lot to brake down 500mg in to 1 mil, well you said it you leaned up big time , you can change a mass cycle to a cut cycle by your diet not just the type of drug your doing, i first wanted to bulk more with the cycle im on , everone keeps telling me your big enough and i finaly seen it at 225 at 5/7 so i started eatting real clean and now i consider this a cut cycle . seriously up your food intake, get some weigh gainer, if your not gaining like you want, also they say doing a gram of test or more a wk realy has a profound effect on protien partitioning, gaining muscle burning more fat at rest