Mad- scientist
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Lol well I was once a advocate of doing so. Today I just wanted to share with every one I am not anymore. I have come to realize people are either blatantly stupid and make assumptions based on things they have heard or they on purpose are using the fact you are on steroids against you.
Today I had a "friend" raise his voice at me for quite a while and talk all this shit to me about how I am greedy and basically a piece of shit for not giving him a ride. And I just sat back and stayed calm even when he brought my family into the conversation in a negative way. And I never yelled or spoke negatively to him. He than said I did not want to give him a ride because I was on steroids and that I was angry because of them and axious and it made me unable to sit in a car for 3 hours to give him a ride. When in fact I am angry and anxious from dealing with family problems of a insane unimaginable magnitude. Basically all the worse possible things you could think about all wrapped up into one problem.
And than I had others tell me I was angry because of steroids. Lol I am angry because of these fucking gigantic problems I am dealing with. My doctor even said I was having panic attacks. And if anything the steroids have given me the will to train and even get up in the morning and have a reason to want to live. And I really mean that. So I just want to say to anyone thinking about telling some one they are on steroids that the world is a fucked up place and people are manipulative and will use whatever tools at their disposal to win a argument or make you look bad. I thought I didn't care what people thought and I still do not. But I will say life would be easier if I would have just kept it to my fucking self and not gave people the common courtesy of thinking they could handle this type of information. I did not want to lie to small guys or people who trained hard to get a good physique because I felt it was wrong and they deserved to know genetics combined with steroids were what gave me the edge. But now I know to never ever tell anyone because they will use it against you and tell others. I felt the need to vent to some people who would understand and also to remind every one people will use it against them and you will be looked at in the same light as a drug attic by society or even girls you are attempting to go out with. So hopefully this helps some one.
Today I had a "friend" raise his voice at me for quite a while and talk all this shit to me about how I am greedy and basically a piece of shit for not giving him a ride. And I just sat back and stayed calm even when he brought my family into the conversation in a negative way. And I never yelled or spoke negatively to him. He than said I did not want to give him a ride because I was on steroids and that I was angry because of them and axious and it made me unable to sit in a car for 3 hours to give him a ride. When in fact I am angry and anxious from dealing with family problems of a insane unimaginable magnitude. Basically all the worse possible things you could think about all wrapped up into one problem.
And than I had others tell me I was angry because of steroids. Lol I am angry because of these fucking gigantic problems I am dealing with. My doctor even said I was having panic attacks. And if anything the steroids have given me the will to train and even get up in the morning and have a reason to want to live. And I really mean that. So I just want to say to anyone thinking about telling some one they are on steroids that the world is a fucked up place and people are manipulative and will use whatever tools at their disposal to win a argument or make you look bad. I thought I didn't care what people thought and I still do not. But I will say life would be easier if I would have just kept it to my fucking self and not gave people the common courtesy of thinking they could handle this type of information. I did not want to lie to small guys or people who trained hard to get a good physique because I felt it was wrong and they deserved to know genetics combined with steroids were what gave me the edge. But now I know to never ever tell anyone because they will use it against you and tell others. I felt the need to vent to some people who would understand and also to remind every one people will use it against them and you will be looked at in the same light as a drug attic by society or even girls you are attempting to go out with. So hopefully this helps some one.