Hi, I am running a 12 week stack consisting of the following:
Test E wk1~12 @500mg p/wk
Dbol wk1~4 @ 20mg ED
Boldenone wk1~6 @ 350mg p/wk (iirc?)
Tren ace wk 6~12 @ 150mg p/wk (3 x 0.5ml p/wk)
Anavar wk 8~12 50mg ed
Anyway, im on week 9 now and the course has been a bit slow but its working nicely. I think im not very responsive to test E as i seem to get along better with Cyp. The tren has been great and the only irritating sides i have been getting are night sweats and some insomnia.
However i seem to have one very large issue and i don't know if its the tren or just me!!
Basically i have been in a relationship for 5 years. I live with her and we have our own place. I have always in the back of my mind however wondered if i want to be tied down and committed to a life long relationship. we get on well half the time, shes a lovely girl etc but i do feel like were already married alot of the time. However , like almost all guys do, i window shop a little. However perhaps a little more than whats normal -ok i window shop a LOT. Now im on tren, the window shopping has turned into craving, i seem to be getting a lot more attention from other women also - in the gym, at work -even the girl who lives opposite me was around my house earlier for a good old flirt which has never happened before!! without being a big head, it seems the women i chat too seem to show some interest in me -Now i have come to learn that i'm not an ugly guy however before the roids i Really lacked confidence and wouldn't approach women at all, now my confidence has shot up, im smiling all the time and im flirting with women on almost a daily basis! I am really thinking now that my worries about commitment with my missus is not what i want, but if i end the relationship, i loose the house, pets, belongings and a loyal girlfriend. Obviously you don't stay with someone for belongings but at the same time you don't split up and loose everything just because you wana sleep about a bit or enjoy oneself!!
Now, is this Tren talk? Is it controlling my sexual thoughts? don't get me wrong, before i was on it i thought the same thoughts but i could cope with them and ignore it but now its eating me alive!! If i end it its going to go one of two ways.. either ill have made the correct decision and even after the stack is out of my system ill be happy... or im gona come off the course and think 'What the F**k have i done?!!
Hmm.. i bet this ranks in one of the strangest questions on the forum lol.
HELP?!
Test E wk1~12 @500mg p/wk
Dbol wk1~4 @ 20mg ED
Boldenone wk1~6 @ 350mg p/wk (iirc?)
Tren ace wk 6~12 @ 150mg p/wk (3 x 0.5ml p/wk)
Anavar wk 8~12 50mg ed
Anyway, im on week 9 now and the course has been a bit slow but its working nicely. I think im not very responsive to test E as i seem to get along better with Cyp. The tren has been great and the only irritating sides i have been getting are night sweats and some insomnia.
However i seem to have one very large issue and i don't know if its the tren or just me!!
Basically i have been in a relationship for 5 years. I live with her and we have our own place. I have always in the back of my mind however wondered if i want to be tied down and committed to a life long relationship. we get on well half the time, shes a lovely girl etc but i do feel like were already married alot of the time. However , like almost all guys do, i window shop a little. However perhaps a little more than whats normal -ok i window shop a LOT. Now im on tren, the window shopping has turned into craving, i seem to be getting a lot more attention from other women also - in the gym, at work -even the girl who lives opposite me was around my house earlier for a good old flirt which has never happened before!! without being a big head, it seems the women i chat too seem to show some interest in me -Now i have come to learn that i'm not an ugly guy however before the roids i Really lacked confidence and wouldn't approach women at all, now my confidence has shot up, im smiling all the time and im flirting with women on almost a daily basis! I am really thinking now that my worries about commitment with my missus is not what i want, but if i end the relationship, i loose the house, pets, belongings and a loyal girlfriend. Obviously you don't stay with someone for belongings but at the same time you don't split up and loose everything just because you wana sleep about a bit or enjoy oneself!!
Now, is this Tren talk? Is it controlling my sexual thoughts? don't get me wrong, before i was on it i thought the same thoughts but i could cope with them and ignore it but now its eating me alive!! If i end it its going to go one of two ways.. either ill have made the correct decision and even after the stack is out of my system ill be happy... or im gona come off the course and think 'What the F**k have i done?!!
Hmm.. i bet this ranks in one of the strangest questions on the forum lol.
HELP?!
